Aside from the Boys being home. This should go without saying.

I dont know what the point of this was or if any of it makes sense. Pardon any typos. They are all heavy on my mind and heart.

And your Tata mic fave and your TaeTae language. But if this new Tae is here to stay, Im all for it.

I just fucking love all of you. With my entire heart and soul and Im so glad we're almost at the end of this nightmare.

We literally love you in any way shape or form. You are healthy and glowing. There is nothing more attractive than that. Please just be safe.

Kim TaeTae. Freaking Captain Korea. The one I was most concerned about seemed to freaking SHINE. Know that we love you and your quirks....

JK, JM. When I hear of your struggles, it is encouraging to know that you had eachother to lean on. Your relationship is so special and going together was such a 'you' move. Please be gentle with yourselves. You are both stunningly and amazingly beautiful the way you are. All this diet talk is bs.

He is important and special and I hate to think that he thinks otherwise.

I knew military would change them. I didn't think it would break them.

But, shit. I just want Joon to be okay. I want him to take a break. Find himself again. Escape with friends and family and just remember who the fuck he is. He is more than just a soldier. He is more than just the leader of BTS. He is a human. A beautiful genius of a man.

But, Namjoon, in particular...I could cry just thinking about it. The insomnia, the medication, the drinking, the despair. Im just sad. I am so proud of all of them for doing their duty. It was such a point of contention for us armys for so long and now its here and gone

My saddest as an ARMY, but where would I go? I vowed to stand by your side the way you seemingly are always by mine.

Your discharges and subsequent Lives have been eye opening. You seem changed. I mean, of course you are, I never expected military life to be easy...