i found the best gp ever w no waitlist and just like that we are back on hrt and bipolar meds

+ progesterone (new for us)
+ will be looking into estrogen implants after we are back to level

i've been annoying everyone talking abt it, just trying to manifest some good luck for it

already came across a transphobic comment from an old co-worker from many moons ago 🙃 lovely

like, if we seek out something with our own hands, we will get something back we would have never otherwise. the world isn't gonna magically do that for us

yea ik i'm shouting here too but i did it after doing things. fuck fear, live, if we can't engage with ourselves& then engage with others first. break the cycle. even just a hello, follow up on a thing from the other day. smtimes it reveals a clue to solving another problem escape room style

imperfectly it doesn't matter. anything that will break our ridiculous thought cycles. shouting into the blue void doesn't count, it just keeps us in the cycle and with all the shit going around now? hahahaha

how can we solve isolation if the rosemates themselves are isolating.

only one of these messages got sent out, and it was the least important of them lol

what happened to all that energy and enthusiasm on the train ride home?

the problem with us are that there are many things to say, to think, to research, to learn, to have to talk to people about, and most importantly amongst ourselves& and i swear if i see another "more to say on this later" knowing i KNOW there will never be a follow up