i have pushed myself to interact with people more and more this year and it's just never easier the next time i go to do the same thing. it has worked out plenty of times mind you!! i have made a few new friends i really like (i have also had to redefine friend internally), and im so happy about it

good lord I could use anxiety medication though. I have had major progress in terms of everything else mental health related besides my anxiety and I just wanna be able to talk to new people without my body freaking the fuck out for days about it man

anyways playlists and playback contexts are done and hackily implemented in the UI (sorry in advance sketch), I think its time to make the core library not run many sqlite queries for every action now:p

"almost works just have to fix some more fuck fuck fuck the jvm" is a real commit message of mine in a specific project

yeah, to me right now when I say "FP" I'm more referring to the way of thinking and the general idea of how you would structure programs vs things like Rust, Java, C, etc. I think I'm maybe too dead-set on Haskell as well for now, maybe trying things like OCaml/Scala would be better for myself

had a pepsi a little too late so now I'm nyoooom even though it's so late

I tried to read through some haskell book that I forget the name of but I honestly think it did more harm than good, because it felt like it assumed a lot about the background of the reader, and I wasn't that reader. I'm just not an academic person so it confused me :p