just a bee
@liljujubee.bsky.social
-He/Him/They/It-
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Video Game and Horror Enthusiast
Aggressively Queer
Humanitarian/ Activist / Anarchist
Disabled/Neurodivergent
Hopeless Romantic
Relationship Anarchist
-18+-
Video Game and Horror Enthusiast
Aggressively Queer
Humanitarian/ Activist / Anarchist
Disabled/Neurodivergent
Hopeless Romantic
Relationship Anarchist
Pinned
just a bee
@liljujubee.bsky.social
· Dec 16
Hi Hi, Pinned Post
What's Inside -
-copious inside thoughts, many hyperbolic and satirized; which is which? You decide!
-memes
-art
-funny hahas
-psychoanalysis
-unpure thoughts and actions
-???
-coffee, probably
Viewer Discretion is likely recommended but idgf: welcome to the shit show!
What's Inside -
-copious inside thoughts, many hyperbolic and satirized; which is which? You decide!
-memes
-art
-funny hahas
-psychoanalysis
-unpure thoughts and actions
-???
-coffee, probably
Viewer Discretion is likely recommended but idgf: welcome to the shit show!
I noticed i try to find things to repost after I feel vulnerable sharing my feelings as though I'm trying to hide them. The simple answer is just to not share them but idk i think some level of humility and vulnerability is good for me or smthn
January 21, 2026 at 11:20 AM
I noticed i try to find things to repost after I feel vulnerable sharing my feelings as though I'm trying to hide them. The simple answer is just to not share them but idk i think some level of humility and vulnerability is good for me or smthn
Reposted by just a bee
“nobody is insider trading off his death so it almost certainly didn’t happen” really sums up the state of the world in 2026 huh
January 21, 2026 at 5:30 AM
“nobody is insider trading off his death so it almost certainly didn’t happen” really sums up the state of the world in 2026 huh
There's a very sad irony in the fact that the only person that's ever made me feel genuinely sexually attractive with the way they talk about me being the only person I can't be sexual around due to discomfort. It's not lost on me and it makes me so sad ngl
January 21, 2026 at 11:18 AM
There's a very sad irony in the fact that the only person that's ever made me feel genuinely sexually attractive with the way they talk about me being the only person I can't be sexual around due to discomfort. It's not lost on me and it makes me so sad ngl
There was something in their voice that made me think they were going to say "I love you" or "I missed you" and I didnt realize how desperately ive wanted to hear those words from literally anyone for a while now ... it broke me a bit ngl
January 18, 2026 at 8:03 AM
There was something in their voice that made me think they were going to say "I love you" or "I missed you" and I didnt realize how desperately ive wanted to hear those words from literally anyone for a while now ... it broke me a bit ngl
I communicated really good today and I'm so fucking proud of me dude 😭😭😭
January 7, 2026 at 2:40 AM
I communicated really good today and I'm so fucking proud of me dude 😭😭😭
I'm proud of me and I'm doing great. I'm just really hurt that I can't seem to convince other people of that or to do the same
January 5, 2026 at 11:25 PM
I'm proud of me and I'm doing great. I'm just really hurt that I can't seem to convince other people of that or to do the same
I'm too fucking stupid to socialize apparently
January 4, 2026 at 1:25 AM
I'm too fucking stupid to socialize apparently
I've got a new anxiety DLC where I have to force myself to make noise because they said it upsets them when I dont - like if i stop the microwave early.
I miss not being scared
I miss not being scared
January 3, 2026 at 9:05 PM
I've got a new anxiety DLC where I have to force myself to make noise because they said it upsets them when I dont - like if i stop the microwave early.
I miss not being scared
I miss not being scared
Doing my best to act normal to convince my nervous system everything is normal but I'm just in pain
January 3, 2026 at 11:22 AM
Doing my best to act normal to convince my nervous system everything is normal but I'm just in pain
"I'm not your ex" *proceeds to act just like my ex*
January 1, 2026 at 10:20 PM
"I'm not your ex" *proceeds to act just like my ex*
Suppressing the unhealthy urge to frisby $30 worth of food off my patio in a fit of rage 🫠
January 1, 2026 at 7:08 PM
Suppressing the unhealthy urge to frisby $30 worth of food off my patio in a fit of rage 🫠
Shout out to hiding under a weighted blanket at 5am because you ran ur mouth and hurt yourself
January 1, 2026 at 11:26 AM
Shout out to hiding under a weighted blanket at 5am because you ran ur mouth and hurt yourself
Thank you for coming to my biannual mental breakdown. If you're still here by my birthday, congratulations! You've got self abandonment issues because you deserve better. For everyone else I successfully ghosted thank you for the ride and you're welcome
December 23, 2025 at 11:21 PM
Thank you for coming to my biannual mental breakdown. If you're still here by my birthday, congratulations! You've got self abandonment issues because you deserve better. For everyone else I successfully ghosted thank you for the ride and you're welcome
Being ill and self aware is fucking awful. I'm too healthy to make my problems everyone else's, too healthy to just fucking end it, but still ill so I can't just make my brain fucking not do i just rot and fester in it and no pain I inflict on myself seems to make it stop holyfuckshutthefuckup
December 23, 2025 at 11:14 PM
Being ill and self aware is fucking awful. I'm too healthy to make my problems everyone else's, too healthy to just fucking end it, but still ill so I can't just make my brain fucking not do i just rot and fester in it and no pain I inflict on myself seems to make it stop holyfuckshutthefuckup
I think i mistook comfort for safety again like a fucking buffoon. I do this to myself in all fairness.
December 23, 2025 at 1:13 PM
I think i mistook comfort for safety again like a fucking buffoon. I do this to myself in all fairness.
Crazy how intense emotions aren't just the ones you can comfortably process. Don't ask questions you don't want the answers to someone fucking kill me
December 23, 2025 at 1:07 PM
Crazy how intense emotions aren't just the ones you can comfortably process. Don't ask questions you don't want the answers to someone fucking kill me
God I'm so uncomfortable my skin is crawling and I want to peel it the fuck off
December 23, 2025 at 1:06 PM
God I'm so uncomfortable my skin is crawling and I want to peel it the fuck off
God i can't wait to not have to breathe anymore this shit is exhausting
December 23, 2025 at 12:59 PM
God i can't wait to not have to breathe anymore this shit is exhausting
Do you ruining the life of the most important person to you just by having uncontrollable emotions? I think thats cool as fuck.
December 23, 2025 at 11:23 AM
Do you ruining the life of the most important person to you just by having uncontrollable emotions? I think thats cool as fuck.
Self growth is not closing all your doors even tho you want to
December 23, 2025 at 11:03 AM
Self growth is not closing all your doors even tho you want to
Every once in a while (weekly) I wonder if and when they'll grow tired or bored of me. Or if it's already happened and I haven't noticed. Just waiting on a catalyst.
December 13, 2025 at 9:36 PM
Every once in a while (weekly) I wonder if and when they'll grow tired or bored of me. Or if it's already happened and I haven't noticed. Just waiting on a catalyst.
Holy shit I want to hurt myself
December 6, 2025 at 10:46 PM
Holy shit I want to hurt myself
Affirmation: I am not responsible for other people's emotions. I cannot take blame for their negativity. Life is hard sometimes and thats okay.
November 27, 2025 at 3:22 PM
Affirmation: I am not responsible for other people's emotions. I cannot take blame for their negativity. Life is hard sometimes and thats okay.
Realizing they don't care hurts more than I thought it would. No more how are you feeling or why are you feeling that way...crazy
November 25, 2025 at 10:55 AM
Realizing they don't care hurts more than I thought it would. No more how are you feeling or why are you feeling that way...crazy
They came back and everything is normal. I'm okay. My nervous system is healing.
November 24, 2025 at 3:52 AM
They came back and everything is normal. I'm okay. My nervous system is healing.