But damn if I ain't gonna miss the three and a half week break I just had.

The last two years of my life have sucked *so much* and it's one of the reasons I stopped posting on social media. I had honestly thought I wasn't really going to feel happiness again. So I still feel like I'm dreaming, honestly.

Other things that have happened in the last 2-3 weeks:
- my best friend moved in as my housemate, and her company is so lovely to have. We'll be looking for a new place together.
- I fell in love with an amazing woman on the wrong side of the world and it's mutual ❤️

I'm getting somewhat close to the space being defined (still plenty of little quirks to iron out); but efficient conversions to and from other spaces into this one still need to happen. That is to say, I need to make the math much more efficient.

if anyone is curious: the space is, geometrically, bounded by six flat quadrilaterals (i.e. it's a cuboid-like shape with non-parallel faces). This means interpolations never go out of gamut or lose saturation unnecessarily (unlike OKLab). Just one of several goals I've had with creating this.

yeh, still needs some tweaking and additional parameters to get the blue-white shifted slightly towards cyan, and the black-cyan gradient has a slightly inconsistent hue atm. but it's getting there

I appreciate the sentiment, but my health problems are preventing me from socialising or doing almost anything at all outside of work, and that isn't just a matter of perspective

there are quite a few. and I'm very grateful for the support they give me when I need it. but since my last relationship ended a couple of years ago i seem unable to feel companionship with almost anyone, and my health problems are only getting worse, and my life feels so small now

i need a reason to keep going

it's not over, I have to get a cleaner in and take photos n stuff, it's a lot to explain