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Le¡
@leimonade.bsky.social
chaos poster trapped in the abyss.

Chaotic Abyss posting is sober, balanced fun for the entire sick freak community.
is she following close behind or is your faith misplaced. look behind and see the foundations of her world fall apart. choosing to believe in an impulse, it all returns to shade.
February 11, 2026 at 5:30 PM
orpheus, my orpheus. apollo shuttered the light upon your fragmented form. your bloodied passion, seams burning like papyrus. as you were consumed by the river, the pale veins of your wife glittered. the oracle of delphi sobbed as you composed your song in her dreams, calling for warmth.
February 11, 2026 at 5:12 PM
eyes that reflect a me that’s unraveled, raptured. faking my connection to the world. for you, i’ve been dreaming this whole time. away from my derealised soul, you’ve been leaving this whole time. i never knew if you saw me when i became a shadow. i await my psychopomp, for they will truly hold me.
February 11, 2026 at 4:57 PM
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When I close my eyes, I still hear that sound.
February 11, 2026 at 1:02 AM
feeling the tide
February 6, 2026 at 11:00 AM
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An intracellular meteor shower. EB3 comets tracking growing microtubule plus-ends in a cultured cell.
February 5, 2026 at 5:27 AM
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A few years ago I decided to try to program computer art on my Atari ST in GFA BASIC and some of the results turned out looking a bit questionable. I tried to make things that look cool and ended up making things that look a bit creepy. #AtariST
February 4, 2026 at 8:35 PM
lightning in my life
a gentle voice
escapes soft breath
onto my untethered heart

when I could grasp you
I held you longer than anyone
Over your shoulders
I wanted your ghosts to dissolve into mine

saw you on the street corners
heart bleeding out
hands I held now blessing
the undead crowd
February 4, 2026 at 10:56 AM
Next time will be different
So cool, so nice
They'll be gentle enough
Gentle enough…
February 4, 2026 at 10:36 AM
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Forget-me-nots will soon be flowering in our garden making these two resident stone rabbits happy!
February 4, 2026 at 8:19 AM
why would you name your bunny rabbit “SPOON”? don’t you care that they’ll get bullied at bunny school???
February 4, 2026 at 4:53 AM
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Rainy walk on the patch today. A bit of excitement with only my 3rd Goshawk on the patch, fairly quiet otherwise, a few new birds for the year. #birdingWales
February 1, 2026 at 3:37 PM
Finding out someone you admire is just as putridly nerdy as you feels so awesome.
February 1, 2026 at 9:08 PM
WE GETTING OUT OF THE CAVE WITH THIS ONE, FELLAS
February 1, 2026 at 9:06 PM
will people only ever seek to find a stranger within me?
January 28, 2026 at 3:14 AM
Sober ✅
Dead men’s words ✅
Hemorrhaging ✅
Maimed ✅
Raptured ✅
Whimpering ✅
Begging for meaning ✅
Comatose ✅
Speaking in tongues with love in my heart ✅
January 25, 2026 at 1:56 AM
GREAT! A WEIRDY!
January 25, 2026 at 12:54 AM
Took Plato and a knife
To teach me how to write
I never had a gripe
In the form of a fight with gravity
Confessionals were thick
Coming up, I felt so slick
Coming down, I never made it
So I can't pretend to know

www.youtube.com/watch?v=w78N...
The Murder Capital - 'Can't Pretend To Know' (Official Audio)
YouTube video by The Murder Capital
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January 25, 2026 at 12:08 AM
DORK night of the soul
( i am a pathetic freak that imbibes vitality in the way only my debauched nasty rotten heart can )
January 24, 2026 at 11:49 PM
the shattered insight of negation of life + self makes the degenerate whimper while being dragged out of the shadow cave. sun blessed dirt mixing with their bloodied, tearful scrapes.
January 24, 2026 at 11:35 PM
dark night of the soul + curse of the honeyed tulpa + bleeding out where i stand = fuck shit up and die
January 24, 2026 at 11:22 PM
i love the human potential of love
January 23, 2026 at 2:50 PM
dude this healing yourself from insane shit pack goes crazy
January 23, 2026 at 2:49 PM
untangling my affliction only to a tie a gnarled silk braid through my idiotic obsessions, shot cupid wings and an incorruptible negation of my haemorrhaging epoch. I found my truest breathing is sleepwalking.
January 21, 2026 at 4:34 PM
yeah there’s the light in the hole in the heart and the heart in the hole
January 21, 2026 at 4:07 PM