😔she need French punch 👊 😭💥

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Thank you, I have to more careful next time.... I just got this contract with her because she was my previous colleague and wa 😭

I felt quite insulted, but my priority was to endure her emotional vampirism, so I tried to brush it off with kind words. Now, all I'm left with is depression. I didn't get paid, and I can't even restart my career. haha

After a while, she didn't respond, and then told me that the story might not need illustrations, so I should just design the cover and get out of here. She said she didn't think contracts were important, even though they were legally binding documents.

She criticized me for drawing while tired or for being lazy and using black ink instead of hatching. Ultimately, all she wanted was to remove the background particles. Feeling unprofessional for such irrelevant feedback, I asked her to only provide feedback on the art.

Please don't call me stupid. I have a full-time job, so I accepted the offer as a career changer stuff. I guess that wasn't the right thing to do. I drew quickly and delivered it on time, so novelist criticized me that artwork is too sloppy and it's because of not enough time is spent for drawing

I could just live as a game designer, or do something else. Maybe it's better for me, as an artist, to just remain a hobby forever. I guess I was trying to do something pointless. This is what happens when I always try to challenge myself with commercial work.

Even though I could do commercial work professionally, the reason things have never worked out properly isn't bad luck, rather my own poor discernment in choosing projects. Perhaps that trying to make money with drawing was a mistake. Maybe it's right for me to just fade into obscurity.