felix, better when silent
@leftoverfelix.blog
she/her, plural (+2), a cat, writer, broken bits of other things. permanently tired.
i delete a lot of posts. it's a coping mechanism for something.
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i delete a lot of posts. it's a coping mechanism for something.
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Fallen For Her - Chapter 1 - leftoverfelix - Original Work [Archive of Our Own]
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
archiveofourown.org
i wrote a novel (by length) once, then deleted the post about it, as i do. it needs an edit, but i wrote it with love, if not skill. i'd be happy to have your thoughts on it, misshapen thing that it is.
www.scribblehub.com/series/13118...
archiveofourown.org/works/630120...
www.scribblehub.com/series/13118...
archiveofourown.org/works/630120...
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all girls want one thing and it's to be held and loved til they fall asleep,,
February 13, 2026 at 5:57 AM
all girls want one thing and it's to be held and loved til they fall asleep,,
i got a little over 900 words done on a new side project last night, and then it turned dark and i realized i couldn't share it with one of my prereaders who was already going through some Stuff
i don't know if trying to avoid the subject is gonna help, if it keeps shoving itself into view this way
i don't know if trying to avoid the subject is gonna help, if it keeps shoving itself into view this way
February 12, 2026 at 4:09 PM
i got a little over 900 words done on a new side project last night, and then it turned dark and i realized i couldn't share it with one of my prereaders who was already going through some Stuff
i don't know if trying to avoid the subject is gonna help, if it keeps shoving itself into view this way
i don't know if trying to avoid the subject is gonna help, if it keeps shoving itself into view this way
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the sweetest trans girl you've ever met will be like you can date me but first you have to defeat the 300 evil things my mom said to me to make me feel unlovable
February 12, 2026 at 1:18 AM
the sweetest trans girl you've ever met will be like you can date me but first you have to defeat the 300 evil things my mom said to me to make me feel unlovable
now that i reached my goal in warframe i think i can finally get back to writing
the problem is, the warframe grind never ends, there's always something else to do. and it's such a comfortable little world to sink into
but the chapter i'm working on is more (personal) trauma in narrative form
the problem is, the warframe grind never ends, there's always something else to do. and it's such a comfortable little world to sink into
but the chapter i'm working on is more (personal) trauma in narrative form
February 10, 2026 at 10:06 PM
now that i reached my goal in warframe i think i can finally get back to writing
the problem is, the warframe grind never ends, there's always something else to do. and it's such a comfortable little world to sink into
but the chapter i'm working on is more (personal) trauma in narrative form
the problem is, the warframe grind never ends, there's always something else to do. and it's such a comfortable little world to sink into
but the chapter i'm working on is more (personal) trauma in narrative form
made it to true master and swapped the garish pink and black on the liset for a more subdued selection from the lotus palette (but kept the skin) and added my new hood ornament.
this is a very good game for helping me not think about anything else. so very easy to hyperfocus into.
this is a very good game for helping me not think about anything else. so very easy to hyperfocus into.
February 10, 2026 at 6:17 AM
made it to true master and swapped the garish pink and black on the liset for a more subdued selection from the lotus palette (but kept the skin) and added my new hood ornament.
this is a very good game for helping me not think about anything else. so very easy to hyperfocus into.
this is a very good game for helping me not think about anything else. so very easy to hyperfocus into.
self-medicating with an energy drink so i can focus again through all the horrors, and an hour later going 'i could really use another of those' as clarity starts to slip away from me
it wasn't even one of the tasty ones. i think i have a problem
it wasn't even one of the tasty ones. i think i have a problem
February 3, 2026 at 2:20 AM
self-medicating with an energy drink so i can focus again through all the horrors, and an hour later going 'i could really use another of those' as clarity starts to slip away from me
it wasn't even one of the tasty ones. i think i have a problem
it wasn't even one of the tasty ones. i think i have a problem
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Heads Up, the most vile shit you haven't read about trans people since the 00's is being posted and reposted around without being put behind a sensitive tag so I'd recommend just ignoring all of those fucking emails for a while as they're day ruining
February 2, 2026 at 1:34 AM
Heads Up, the most vile shit you haven't read about trans people since the 00's is being posted and reposted around without being put behind a sensitive tag so I'd recommend just ignoring all of those fucking emails for a while as they're day ruining
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As the anti-asmr guy, please respect when I say "these are some good noises."
I wish the internet was more about people 3D printing whistling mortar bombs for their very happy dogs to chase than arseholes secretly filming unsuspecting people for grifting and humiliation but I guess that ship has sailed
January 25, 2026 at 12:21 PM
As the anti-asmr guy, please respect when I say "these are some good noises."
last repost is a thread you should really consider reading if you have an actual reason for following my account
January 19, 2026 at 8:13 PM
last repost is a thread you should really consider reading if you have an actual reason for following my account
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Lost time dysphoria is I think one of the hardest things to deal with especially the older you are when you transition and it's not a reason to NOT transition but it does kind of suck that it is a form of dysphoria that I find TME folks do not do well at sympathizing with or granted grace about
January 19, 2026 at 8:00 PM
Lost time dysphoria is I think one of the hardest things to deal with especially the older you are when you transition and it's not a reason to NOT transition but it does kind of suck that it is a form of dysphoria that I find TME folks do not do well at sympathizing with or granted grace about
ages ago i thought up a sprite comic (the style in those days) of x taking maverick consciousness into his head along with their weapon data. dealing with the ever-increasing weight of them talking to (or yelling at) him as he kept going
being plural and looking back at that now is funny in a way
being plural and looking back at that now is funny in a way
January 19, 2026 at 8:02 PM
ages ago i thought up a sprite comic (the style in those days) of x taking maverick consciousness into his head along with their weapon data. dealing with the ever-increasing weight of them talking to (or yelling at) him as he kept going
being plural and looking back at that now is funny in a way
being plural and looking back at that now is funny in a way
the Ritual is complete. the looming specter of past miseries and future hells has been fended off for another week.
i'm exhausted and my joints are making the cracking noises again. but i'm still alive. now i can plug my mind into warframe for the rest of the day.
wish i could do it for real.
i'm exhausted and my joints are making the cracking noises again. but i'm still alive. now i can plug my mind into warframe for the rest of the day.
wish i could do it for real.
January 19, 2026 at 6:51 PM
the Ritual is complete. the looming specter of past miseries and future hells has been fended off for another week.
i'm exhausted and my joints are making the cracking noises again. but i'm still alive. now i can plug my mind into warframe for the rest of the day.
wish i could do it for real.
i'm exhausted and my joints are making the cracking noises again. but i'm still alive. now i can plug my mind into warframe for the rest of the day.
wish i could do it for real.
not a fan of having to do the Ritual when i'm already feeling depressed but it has to get done no matter what
i will just disassociate for the rest of the day if i have to
i will just disassociate for the rest of the day if i have to
January 19, 2026 at 6:26 PM
not a fan of having to do the Ritual when i'm already feeling depressed but it has to get done no matter what
i will just disassociate for the rest of the day if i have to
i will just disassociate for the rest of the day if i have to
normally i don't really vibe with the handler/hound dynamic but it did kinda hit me today when a friend pulled me into deimos like 'girl we gotta work on your busted necramech c'mon' and proceeded to direct me to various locations and not require me to think, just stomp around and shoot, and while-
January 17, 2026 at 12:06 AM
normally i don't really vibe with the handler/hound dynamic but it did kinda hit me today when a friend pulled me into deimos like 'girl we gotta work on your busted necramech c'mon' and proceeded to direct me to various locations and not require me to think, just stomp around and shoot, and while-
finally managed a win vs warframe's profit-taker today, barely. decided to take a swing at exploiter after, and one-shot it with a little frustration. (all solo)
two irritating orbs, obliterated on the same day. the last time that happened, it took a whole surgical team and weeks of recovery
two irritating orbs, obliterated on the same day. the last time that happened, it took a whole surgical team and weeks of recovery
January 15, 2026 at 7:20 PM
finally managed a win vs warframe's profit-taker today, barely. decided to take a swing at exploiter after, and one-shot it with a little frustration. (all solo)
two irritating orbs, obliterated on the same day. the last time that happened, it took a whole surgical team and weeks of recovery
two irritating orbs, obliterated on the same day. the last time that happened, it took a whole surgical team and weeks of recovery
i regret to say that i have solved my warframe problems with a config change so my gfx card no longer tries to torch itself. regret, because this means i am liable to burn myself out and collapse from dehydration and not eating, since the limiting factor is no longer the [electronic] hardware
January 15, 2026 at 3:19 AM
i regret to say that i have solved my warframe problems with a config change so my gfx card no longer tries to torch itself. regret, because this means i am liable to burn myself out and collapse from dehydration and not eating, since the limiting factor is no longer the [electronic] hardware
i remember seeing the original concept post and thinking 'that's going to hurt if it's done well'.
this is done very well - and it does hurt. even if you're not a mechsplo fan, the writing is superb and the topic is handled with all the care it deserves.
a beautiful work of art, and a must-read.
this is done very well - and it does hurt. even if you're not a mechsplo fan, the writing is superb and the topic is handled with all the care it deserves.
a beautiful work of art, and a must-read.
New story and my first venture into the Mechsplo space.
A program dilates the last few moments with their pilot to make the most of them. Its scary but they'll have each other until their gentle end.
Read it here! archiveofourown.org/works/75837126
A program dilates the last few moments with their pilot to make the most of them. Its scary but they'll have each other until their gentle end.
Read it here! archiveofourown.org/works/75837126
January 14, 2026 at 8:46 PM
i remember seeing the original concept post and thinking 'that's going to hurt if it's done well'.
this is done very well - and it does hurt. even if you're not a mechsplo fan, the writing is superb and the topic is handled with all the care it deserves.
a beautiful work of art, and a must-read.
this is done very well - and it does hurt. even if you're not a mechsplo fan, the writing is superb and the topic is handled with all the care it deserves.
a beautiful work of art, and a must-read.
computer dusted. if i have time before electrolysis i will test with some warframe but i don't want to get too invested and miss the appointment seeing as it's the one bit of constant progress my brain is desperately clinging to
also it wasn't that much dust so idk how much difference it'll make
also it wasn't that much dust so idk how much difference it'll make
January 14, 2026 at 4:05 PM
computer dusted. if i have time before electrolysis i will test with some warframe but i don't want to get too invested and miss the appointment seeing as it's the one bit of constant progress my brain is desperately clinging to
also it wasn't that much dust so idk how much difference it'll make
also it wasn't that much dust so idk how much difference it'll make
i should probably do some dusting before playing more warframe
January 13, 2026 at 9:58 PM
i should probably do some dusting before playing more warframe
chapter 6 posted to ao3 and scribble, one more to go and it's already mostly done. ch6 is about two aristocratic men as previously mentioned, but i feel better about it now that i have plans for one of them to transition after his first taste of gender euphoria.
the other's an unrepentant villain.
the other's an unrepentant villain.
January 13, 2026 at 8:32 PM
chapter 6 posted to ao3 and scribble, one more to go and it's already mostly done. ch6 is about two aristocratic men as previously mentioned, but i feel better about it now that i have plans for one of them to transition after his first taste of gender euphoria.
the other's an unrepentant villain.
the other's an unrepentant villain.
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every trans woman should be issued upon coming out: three years supply of all hormones needed, a battlemech or fighter of her choosing, between two and twelve plushies, a flattering dress, a carabiner, a set of high quality headphones (cat ears optional), and foundation that matches her skin tone
January 9, 2026 at 9:01 PM
every trans woman should be issued upon coming out: three years supply of all hormones needed, a battlemech or fighter of her choosing, between two and twelve plushies, a flattering dress, a carabiner, a set of high quality headphones (cat ears optional), and foundation that matches her skin tone
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Just saw someone say "it feels like the whole country is slipping through my fingers"
Stop. YOU are not personally responsible for the country. You are not Superman. You are a regular person in society. Don't try to hold up the world. Hold yourself up first, then your friends, then your neighbours
Stop. YOU are not personally responsible for the country. You are not Superman. You are a regular person in society. Don't try to hold up the world. Hold yourself up first, then your friends, then your neighbours
January 7, 2026 at 6:57 PM
Just saw someone say "it feels like the whole country is slipping through my fingers"
Stop. YOU are not personally responsible for the country. You are not Superman. You are a regular person in society. Don't try to hold up the world. Hold yourself up first, then your friends, then your neighbours
Stop. YOU are not personally responsible for the country. You are not Superman. You are a regular person in society. Don't try to hold up the world. Hold yourself up first, then your friends, then your neighbours
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This is me literally every day
January 6, 2026 at 8:17 PM
This is me literally every day
finished rewatching a vintage 2006? anime last night and was devastated to find that despite all the cool designs and regrettable fanservice there was not a single queer moment in the entire 24-episode run. the whole thing is cishet, start to finish (though you could fix the protag with e)
January 6, 2026 at 5:05 PM
finished rewatching a vintage 2006? anime last night and was devastated to find that despite all the cool designs and regrettable fanservice there was not a single queer moment in the entire 24-episode run. the whole thing is cishet, start to finish (though you could fix the protag with e)