Awwww
Sweet baby Sapphy

Surprise surprise sweet autumn child, now you write fics of nasty incest sex between brothers with one having pussy and you're into dacryphilia, yaaaay~

You never need a dumb song again LOL

WE ARE FREE TO BE FREAKY!!!!! I WRITE ANY AND ALL THE FILTH I WANT!!!!!

✨️growth✨️

MY FAVE THING is I wrote a nsfw fic of SasoDei having sex but I wrote them getting into bed then copy pasted the entire lyrics to "Candy Shop" by 50 cent to let it describe the sex scene, and ended the fic with them panting and laying together, sweaty and smiling

My last fic on DA was 06/23/11..........then I didn't write anymore fics until 2/17/22!!!

11 WHOLE YEARS!!!!!!!!!!!! WOW!!!!!!!!!

What a training arc I went out

We were FREE AND HAPPY

IM GONNA CRYYYYY

First fic was 08/02/08 And Im reading one of my fics from 2/18/09 AND MY SHAYLA MADE SO MUCH PROGRESS!!!!!!!

I started using periods, seperating paragraphs, using quotation marks, and writing in lower case

It's a beautiful evolution

AND
I LOVE
HOW
Completely acceptable it was for weebs to just use Japanese with 0 knowledge of Japanese

Why was I saying "gomenasai", "baka", "hai", & "arigatou"?!😭😭😭 goddamn I love 2000s anime fans

It's so fucking cute how people were literally trying to give me advice.

It'd be like:

Comment: Hey, this was pretty good. Here's some advice *Legit helpful and kind critiques* good luck! =)

Me: *In tears behind the screen* Oh! Tysm! I appreciate ur feedback :3

Overall, issa nice stroll down memory lane. Im giggling over my past self cause they were just such an awkward cutie

But also bleaching my eyes cause if I clicked on these fics to read, saw what they looked like, I'd immediately turn away LOL

All I did was type in all caps. My first fic is literally written in all caps. Idk why but reading things in all caps was good for my eyes and I assumed it was the same for everyone

The people who read that fic faces at seeing all caps:

I thought posting art was kinda like a mood board 😭😭😭 so I posted some other people's art and wrote gay poetry about characters underneath it

I only did it twice apparently, but so sorry to those artists lmao I was 12 and discovering yaoi. I ain't know any better

Low-key I wanna rewrite these fics at my level now.......itd be like an artists redraw. Im such a baddie of an author now, Im sure I can do it

I had 2 personas apparently and they were my "authors" of every fic and they worked together to write the fics....

SEE. THIS IS WHAT THE YOUTH ARE MISSING!!!!! CREATIVITY AND NONSENSE!!!!!

The problem with me is that I was reading very sophisticated books at 12yrs and thick shits like 700+ pages long and I was an English nerd who could write book reports and essays upon essays

But fanfiction felt different and I couldn't be creative and I had no idea how to use "....." marks LOL

"I do not own these characters" NO SHIT????????? Remember when authors would write that???😭😭😭😭😭😭 like baby, I promiseeeee no one assumed you owned the characters LOL Idk why authors did that but it cracks me up

Yall remember when authors would have have full on dialogues between OC characters/story characters and it'd be like RPs?? I WAS ALL ABOUT THAT APPARENTLY, HAHAHAHAHAHA

I wish I could explain the whiplash of emotions I'm feeling and experiencing