curls around you and hugs

like there's a lot of things that will have to change and that I apparently have to work on, but it's at least not a ~*~plan~*~ or any other corporate bullshit

the good news is that even though I'm sacrificed upon the altar of the lowest performance level, I'm not being put on a PIP or anything, so at least there's that

whoever went and did that though can fuck all the way off into the pacific ocean

got more information on this and I've fully shifted from upset to mad, since apparently my manager AND HIS MANAGER were blindsided by this too, that a lot of the negative feedback skipped over them and went directly to our dept head, so I'm just like what the actual fuck

noooooooo that's so cute, I totally understand

this is part of the reason why I keep all my skeins in a little tote bag so it is less of a temptation for chaos

thankfully it really does look like the only damages is clearing away some of the dust/dirt from my bumper

THEY WERE IN AN OFFICAL LOOKING VEHICLE TOO I'M MYAD

like no, not everyone who makes art is an ~*~artiste~*~ or makes a living off their work or has a degree, but everyone who engages with creating something with their brain and their own hands is an artist in their own right

like the good news is that tomorrow I'm leaving on vacation

the bad news is that I'm staying over at my dad's tonight to bring leilani over to him, so I have to be packed and ready by 5pm (and I'm not packed), then sit in a middle seat all the way to vietnam. but then I will be on vacation

VERY BAD HATE IT

we have a lot of very timid personalities in my lab, but it's also to the point of "that's not solely my problem and why are you making it so"

RIGHT but also like how I do I even defend myself against that in a work setting

My mom was like "they think you're intimidating? I'm going to show up at work with you one day and show them"

Apparently I'm too intimidating for people to ask me questions about the robots

I don't even really get a chance to cry and process this because I have about eight zillion things to do so repression it is I guess