Heres another one where Im not being annoying

Technically accurate because in the comic he's knighted and the suit is armored

I saw this model in the Hytalte discord server last night! It's so so so goooood!

The good news is I feel like Im ALMOST THERE. Im getting better at drawing, Im getting better at being consistent, Im getting better at WORKING! I really feel like the last step is just picking what I should be working on.

I just need to figure out a concrete path, but Ive spent the last four years stuck in the road with a million forks ahead of me.

Im tired of floundering. Im tired of years flicking by and feel like Im not making any progress toward the financial and creative independence that I NEED in my bones and my soul.

There's a nagging part of my brain that tells me there is ONE right answer here, but not ehat that is, while the rest of me feels like all of these are equally important and valuable.

The thing that is really hard for me to accept is the fact that there's just not enough time in a day to make all these things happen and get good enough to be a professional at all of them.

I also potentially have some opportunity to move into IT through my current job. This is probably the field Im least passionate about here, but would also probably be the most secure financially (maybe, depending on how AI effects the field.)

Lastly there's still the option to try and go industry, and focus on expanding my portfolio as a Graphic or Character Designer. At one point I'd have said an industry job was the most stable option, but honestly I dont know if that's even true anymore.

I also still want tk sit down with a bunch of Godot tutorials and get as good with that engine as I was with Unity. This would help my friends project as well as enable me to do more solo dev work.

I've just started streaming. I want to use streaming as a way to both build an audience and as a tool to help me focus on art and game dev work. I know that building an audience through streaming is alot of work on its own, but I also think it could potentially boost any of my other endeavors.

I did some paintings a couple years ago that came out really good. My mom and my aunt, who are both professional artists, have pushed me to do more of those and start selling them at shows and cafes. There's definitely a big part of me that thinks I should listen to them.

Hytale has been in my head rent free since I saw the trailer in 2018, and next month we can finally get our hand on it. I've always wanted to get seriously into a modding for a game, and starting at launch with Hytale would be great for that. There may be opportunities to monetize that eventually.

Live2d is fascinating to me. Having done a little bit of similar animation before, its another thing that I know Ill have a knack for, and if I keep pushing it, I can get really good. There's potential to get some high-paying commissions out of that.

Im also trying to help and group of friends with their indie game. I haven't been able to contribute and whole lot so far, but if I lock in on that I know I can make a big impact on thag project and help them get it finished and published. That can ultimately pan out a few good ways.

Comics are huge to me. I'm not as masterful with them as alot of people I know, but like alot of things, I have a knack for it, and if I keep working on it I can get there. I can try for short projects to build up skill and a portfolio, and then eventually move into paid work.