Fuck BlueSky, and fuck its very obvious engagement bots as well. That's all, that's the post.

This place not only is terrible in that it wants to ban NSFW.
It's also terrible in that it doesn't want to ban bots and fascists.

I would be all for ATProto decentralization, but:
Blocks being public are a hard "NO!"

I'm sorry ATProto fans, but I'm not comfortable with the idea of anyone being able to see everyone I'm blocking and asking me to justify why I did it. Which, believe it or not, has already happened before!

I am really, truly trying my damn hardest not to go "I told you so" every time BlueSky turns out to be exactly what I warned people it would be, but...

YES!!!! DIE, YOU STUPID RAT!!!!!

I have come to the realization that, to a lot of people, I'm the "background friend."

You know, that guy who's there in the background, doesn't talk much, but whenever you need something, he's kinda there?

And dear god, I hate that.
No wonder I cut so many people off my life.

I feel like any time now, I'm just going to drop dead.

My head hurts, badly, painkillers don't work.
My ear keeps buzzing loud.
My mind is fogged up, I can't think straight.
All I want is to just lay down in bed and sleep forever, never wake up again.

Help...

Me: "Can I draw kinky stuff with you? 👉👈"
They: "Sure."

Me: 😃

Me: 🙂

Me: 😐

(What if they said it out of politeness? What if they don't like my art? What if I'm pushing it too much? What if they don't care about me? Am I making a fool out myself? Fuck Fuck Fuck!!! Maybe I should just do nothing.)