In mourning for my locks after a dastardly woman tried to immolate me via a cigarette lighting.

Oh yeah and lost my phone I should give up on life.

Can you tell I like my new shoes

Getting drunk before a casting/sending drunk texts you instantly regret/harassed multiple times in one night/missing a bus because you're throwing up.... its the models life for me!

Please God bless me with things I do not deserve in the slightest.

Had a dream about a Marx/Baudelaire hybrid… why did they never link up?

Beautiful melancholic day... said goodbye to my girlfriend, snow in the wind, a beautiful woman bought me Freud's collected papers, little in mourning from hosting dinner for dear friends last night... also might be modelling for Loewe next week teehee C:

Well!

please can a beautiful woman buy me a suede high waist 26inch maxi skirt please please please

Should I buy this pair of ankle high Margielas with a small cute heel that I had a dream abt last night or should I buy 4inch heeled leather boots.... the choices one must make....

look a bit insane in this but i fw the velvet fencing jacket so hard
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drinking port and reading schoenburgs essays while on the job… life is good!

bored at work + thinking about spending 60£ for a set of freuds collected papers (hardback (yay), mid 50s (ew), hogarth press (yay), clothbound (ew)). but then one could also spend this on prada heels... much to consider while cataloguing "spiritual direction as a medical art in early christianity"

The only possible "determination" for me: burn everything, forget everything, in order to see if the force of starting again without a trace, without an opened path -- what a chance, to burn.

found a cute cashmere skirt at a charity shop while going to walden books' christmas drinks... will be wearing it an annoying amnt next 2 weeks so do be prepared to see me flouncing around...

oh! a private little world of regret. what a thing to indulge in.
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teehee lol
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im gonna kms this is the kinda shit which incites insane gnostic discourse in pre-augustine christianity. wdym angels have agency????? im going to blow my brains out