Kamini
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Kamini Bakehana, Resident Ghost OL
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Artist × Gamer × VTuber
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Artist × Gamer × VTuber
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Kamini
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· Aug 9
I am slowly getting settled in!
It may still be another month or two before I can return to any streaming activities.
In the meantime, feel free to join us in discord for To Be Hero X watch parties!
Miss you Salaryboos~
It may still be another month or two before I can return to any streaming activities.
In the meantime, feel free to join us in discord for To Be Hero X watch parties!
Miss you Salaryboos~
I realized if Im not aiming for a specific art style, aka Im drawing "my style," Ill never like it. Because theres no standard to meet, how well it compares, etc.
Art is hard :( This is why Im a software engineer but Im not good at that either.
Depression 🌈 Still don't regret moving at least.
Art is hard :( This is why Im a software engineer but Im not good at that either.
Depression 🌈 Still don't regret moving at least.
a girl with red hair is sitting on a bench with her hand to her chin
ALT: a girl with red hair is sitting on a bench with her hand to her chin
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December 10, 2025 at 2:31 PM
I realized if Im not aiming for a specific art style, aka Im drawing "my style," Ill never like it. Because theres no standard to meet, how well it compares, etc.
Art is hard :( This is why Im a software engineer but Im not good at that either.
Depression 🌈 Still don't regret moving at least.
Art is hard :( This is why Im a software engineer but Im not good at that either.
Depression 🌈 Still don't regret moving at least.
I spent the past three days working on this.
We met her over the weekend, she's so adorable!! I hope to see her at other events 💜
#digitalart #clipstudiopaint #chibi
We met her over the weekend, she's so adorable!! I hope to see her at other events 💜
#digitalart #clipstudiopaint #chibi
December 9, 2025 at 12:32 PM
I spent the past three days working on this.
We met her over the weekend, she's so adorable!! I hope to see her at other events 💜
#digitalart #clipstudiopaint #chibi
We met her over the weekend, she's so adorable!! I hope to see her at other events 💜
#digitalart #clipstudiopaint #chibi
Please stay safe to those in Aomori and surrounding areas. Evacuate ASAP.
This also reminds me that I need to print out the evacuation map for my area because I'd be so lost otherwise.
This also reminds me that I need to print out the evacuation map for my area because I'd be so lost otherwise.
December 8, 2025 at 2:35 PM
Please stay safe to those in Aomori and surrounding areas. Evacuate ASAP.
This also reminds me that I need to print out the evacuation map for my area because I'd be so lost otherwise.
This also reminds me that I need to print out the evacuation map for my area because I'd be so lost otherwise.
I'm not sure if it's a good thing or bad thing that my depression is manifesting by pouring hours into art.
On one hand, I'm drawing.
On the other, I'm depressed.
I'll just be grateful I can still see to do art.
On one hand, I'm drawing.
On the other, I'm depressed.
I'll just be grateful I can still see to do art.
December 8, 2025 at 11:52 AM
I'm not sure if it's a good thing or bad thing that my depression is manifesting by pouring hours into art.
On one hand, I'm drawing.
On the other, I'm depressed.
I'll just be grateful I can still see to do art.
On one hand, I'm drawing.
On the other, I'm depressed.
I'll just be grateful I can still see to do art.
Made a wonderful purchase today.
Please look forward to them being showcased on fansly.
Yes, they censor what you think they censor and are so FRICKING cute 💜
Please look forward to them being showcased on fansly.
Yes, they censor what you think they censor and are so FRICKING cute 💜
December 7, 2025 at 1:37 PM
Made a wonderful purchase today.
Please look forward to them being showcased on fansly.
Yes, they censor what you think they censor and are so FRICKING cute 💜
Please look forward to them being showcased on fansly.
Yes, they censor what you think they censor and are so FRICKING cute 💜
I also drew a postcard for Intern to write on and give to her as a birthday present too!
She's a Sailor Moon and Snoopy fan 💜
Peanuts is so hard to draw though. I don't think I'll do it again haha.
#peanuts #snoopy #digitalart #clipstudiopaint
She's a Sailor Moon and Snoopy fan 💜
Peanuts is so hard to draw though. I don't think I'll do it again haha.
#peanuts #snoopy #digitalart #clipstudiopaint
December 6, 2025 at 12:59 PM
I also drew a postcard for Intern to write on and give to her as a birthday present too!
She's a Sailor Moon and Snoopy fan 💜
Peanuts is so hard to draw though. I don't think I'll do it again haha.
#peanuts #snoopy #digitalart #clipstudiopaint
She's a Sailor Moon and Snoopy fan 💜
Peanuts is so hard to draw though. I don't think I'll do it again haha.
#peanuts #snoopy #digitalart #clipstudiopaint
Despite my crap, I'm so happy I finished this in time for a friend's birthday gift.
It's been half a year since I last touched my tablet, and this will be the very 1st drawing I've ever done that'll get printed/acrylic laminated/mounted professionally.
#90sanime #digitalart #clipstudiopaint
It's been half a year since I last touched my tablet, and this will be the very 1st drawing I've ever done that'll get printed/acrylic laminated/mounted professionally.
#90sanime #digitalart #clipstudiopaint
December 6, 2025 at 12:50 PM
Despite my crap, I'm so happy I finished this in time for a friend's birthday gift.
It's been half a year since I last touched my tablet, and this will be the very 1st drawing I've ever done that'll get printed/acrylic laminated/mounted professionally.
#90sanime #digitalart #clipstudiopaint
It's been half a year since I last touched my tablet, and this will be the very 1st drawing I've ever done that'll get printed/acrylic laminated/mounted professionally.
#90sanime #digitalart #clipstudiopaint
This is also documented and backed by several doctors. I gave the company the doctors certificate, signed and all. And the company doctor all my lab work and doctor notes.
Sigh. Honestly. This company is the worst. I don't know how they're still functioning.
Sigh. Honestly. This company is the worst. I don't know how they're still functioning.
Already sending job applications out.
My current company rejected my reasonable request to WFH with no limitations as the treatment for my chronic illness will now be an immunosuppressant. The only treatment available for me in Japan.
Apparently they dgaf about people who are immunocompromised
My current company rejected my reasonable request to WFH with no limitations as the treatment for my chronic illness will now be an immunosuppressant. The only treatment available for me in Japan.
Apparently they dgaf about people who are immunocompromised
December 4, 2025 at 5:08 AM
This is also documented and backed by several doctors. I gave the company the doctors certificate, signed and all. And the company doctor all my lab work and doctor notes.
Sigh. Honestly. This company is the worst. I don't know how they're still functioning.
Sigh. Honestly. This company is the worst. I don't know how they're still functioning.
Already sending job applications out.
My current company rejected my reasonable request to WFH with no limitations as the treatment for my chronic illness will now be an immunosuppressant. The only treatment available for me in Japan.
Apparently they dgaf about people who are immunocompromised
My current company rejected my reasonable request to WFH with no limitations as the treatment for my chronic illness will now be an immunosuppressant. The only treatment available for me in Japan.
Apparently they dgaf about people who are immunocompromised
December 4, 2025 at 5:06 AM
Already sending job applications out.
My current company rejected my reasonable request to WFH with no limitations as the treatment for my chronic illness will now be an immunosuppressant. The only treatment available for me in Japan.
Apparently they dgaf about people who are immunocompromised
My current company rejected my reasonable request to WFH with no limitations as the treatment for my chronic illness will now be an immunosuppressant. The only treatment available for me in Japan.
Apparently they dgaf about people who are immunocompromised
I got tricked.
Translation said edamame!!
I got natto...
Translation said edamame!!
I got natto...
a cartoon drawing of a bowl of food with chopsticks and noodles coming out of it .
ALT: a cartoon drawing of a bowl of food with chopsticks and noodles coming out of it .
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November 24, 2025 at 6:38 AM
I got tricked.
Translation said edamame!!
I got natto...
Translation said edamame!!
I got natto...
I can't stand vibe coders.
I said it.
You spend just as much time creating a concise prompt to generate code that needs to be vetted excessively and shouldn't be used for production.
So now I'm wasting time prompting AI instead of teaching new generations critical thinking.
I said it.
You spend just as much time creating a concise prompt to generate code that needs to be vetted excessively and shouldn't be used for production.
So now I'm wasting time prompting AI instead of teaching new generations critical thinking.
November 23, 2025 at 7:06 PM
I can't stand vibe coders.
I said it.
You spend just as much time creating a concise prompt to generate code that needs to be vetted excessively and shouldn't be used for production.
So now I'm wasting time prompting AI instead of teaching new generations critical thinking.
I said it.
You spend just as much time creating a concise prompt to generate code that needs to be vetted excessively and shouldn't be used for production.
So now I'm wasting time prompting AI instead of teaching new generations critical thinking.
I've been so caught up with trying to live and find care for my chronic illness that I've been dumb to everything else going on....
And I want to go back to being dumb. I just don't understand anything.
The brain rot, the memes, the AI, the governments, everything.
And I want to go back to being dumb. I just don't understand anything.
The brain rot, the memes, the AI, the governments, everything.
November 23, 2025 at 1:31 PM
I've been so caught up with trying to live and find care for my chronic illness that I've been dumb to everything else going on....
And I want to go back to being dumb. I just don't understand anything.
The brain rot, the memes, the AI, the governments, everything.
And I want to go back to being dumb. I just don't understand anything.
The brain rot, the memes, the AI, the governments, everything.
I like how I'm being told to peacock to keep my pay grade and because I'm a senior.
No, peacocking is how this shit is so shit that there's 3 different CUSTOM cloud platforms with 3 different CUSTOM authentication services in play.
I'm a senior because I value stability and pragmatic innovations.
No, peacocking is how this shit is so shit that there's 3 different CUSTOM cloud platforms with 3 different CUSTOM authentication services in play.
I'm a senior because I value stability and pragmatic innovations.
November 14, 2025 at 7:44 AM
I like how I'm being told to peacock to keep my pay grade and because I'm a senior.
No, peacocking is how this shit is so shit that there's 3 different CUSTOM cloud platforms with 3 different CUSTOM authentication services in play.
I'm a senior because I value stability and pragmatic innovations.
No, peacocking is how this shit is so shit that there's 3 different CUSTOM cloud platforms with 3 different CUSTOM authentication services in play.
I'm a senior because I value stability and pragmatic innovations.
Shout out to the shit neighbor who decided to complain to management about smoking from our apartment.
Yea, good luck proving that considering we don't smoke.
I told them they can come to the apartment and search for proof if they'd like.
Yea, good luck proving that considering we don't smoke.
I told them they can come to the apartment and search for proof if they'd like.
November 12, 2025 at 7:58 AM
Shout out to the shit neighbor who decided to complain to management about smoking from our apartment.
Yea, good luck proving that considering we don't smoke.
I told them they can come to the apartment and search for proof if they'd like.
Yea, good luck proving that considering we don't smoke.
I told them they can come to the apartment and search for proof if they'd like.
Having dreams is only for the healthy and wealthy.
Sigh.
Sigh.
November 11, 2025 at 10:15 PM
Having dreams is only for the healthy and wealthy.
Sigh.
Sigh.
Japan basically thinks it's better to risk reactivating TB, potentially a fatal version of it or death by kidney failure than treat glaucoma or macular edema side effects.
Guess I'm dying guys. I can't afford to move back to America so soon after moving to Japan to get my treatment.
Guess I'm dying guys. I can't afford to move back to America so soon after moving to Japan to get my treatment.
November 10, 2025 at 8:35 AM
Japan basically thinks it's better to risk reactivating TB, potentially a fatal version of it or death by kidney failure than treat glaucoma or macular edema side effects.
Guess I'm dying guys. I can't afford to move back to America so soon after moving to Japan to get my treatment.
Guess I'm dying guys. I can't afford to move back to America so soon after moving to Japan to get my treatment.
Also, we're attending Chiitans's birthday event too!! Eeee, my dream!! 💜
two mascots are standing next to each other on a wooden floor
ALT: two mascots are standing next to each other on a wooden floor
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November 7, 2025 at 12:44 PM
Also, we're attending Chiitans's birthday event too!! Eeee, my dream!! 💜
Getting to see #MCND this weekend makes me so happy.
I'm sad they haven't had a release in over a year but at least I'll get to see them live once 😭
I'm trying to see Hana, P1harmony, One Pact, and Creepy Nuts too.
I'm going to see Young Ji and Chanmina next month too!! 💜
I'm sad they haven't had a release in over a year but at least I'll get to see them live once 😭
I'm trying to see Hana, P1harmony, One Pact, and Creepy Nuts too.
I'm going to see Young Ji and Chanmina next month too!! 💜
November 7, 2025 at 12:43 PM
Getting to see #MCND this weekend makes me so happy.
I'm sad they haven't had a release in over a year but at least I'll get to see them live once 😭
I'm trying to see Hana, P1harmony, One Pact, and Creepy Nuts too.
I'm going to see Young Ji and Chanmina next month too!! 💜
I'm sad they haven't had a release in over a year but at least I'll get to see them live once 😭
I'm trying to see Hana, P1harmony, One Pact, and Creepy Nuts too.
I'm going to see Young Ji and Chanmina next month too!! 💜
Won my very first crane game plushie, 200 yen!! Aka two tries.
Meet Marmy!
I didn't win the dratini after 1600 yen 😭
Meet Marmy!
I didn't win the dratini after 1600 yen 😭
November 2, 2025 at 10:09 AM
Won my very first crane game plushie, 200 yen!! Aka two tries.
Meet Marmy!
I didn't win the dratini after 1600 yen 😭
Meet Marmy!
I didn't win the dratini after 1600 yen 😭
Someone teach me how to lead a chill and boring life.
Everyone tells me my life's crazy.
Everyone tells me my life's crazy.
November 1, 2025 at 12:23 PM
Someone teach me how to lead a chill and boring life.
Everyone tells me my life's crazy.
Everyone tells me my life's crazy.
I'm also very tired of being shit on for being American. So much for diversity and inclusion.
At least I don't fucking lay over and defend shitty company policies because "culture differences". Global company my ass.
I clearly don't intend to stay with by the end of next year.
Fuck this man.
At least I don't fucking lay over and defend shitty company policies because "culture differences". Global company my ass.
I clearly don't intend to stay with by the end of next year.
Fuck this man.
October 30, 2025 at 12:17 PM
I'm also very tired of being shit on for being American. So much for diversity and inclusion.
At least I don't fucking lay over and defend shitty company policies because "culture differences". Global company my ass.
I clearly don't intend to stay with by the end of next year.
Fuck this man.
At least I don't fucking lay over and defend shitty company policies because "culture differences". Global company my ass.
I clearly don't intend to stay with by the end of next year.
Fuck this man.
I appreciate her attempt to commiserate but her at hospitals every week to get infertility treated but gave up & me being at hospitals trying to get adequate treatment for chronic panuveitis isn't the same.
Also, I can't give up.
I'm sorry I can't equate wanting kids to not being blind.
Also, I can't give up.
I'm sorry I can't equate wanting kids to not being blind.
October 30, 2025 at 12:13 PM
I appreciate her attempt to commiserate but her at hospitals every week to get infertility treated but gave up & me being at hospitals trying to get adequate treatment for chronic panuveitis isn't the same.
Also, I can't give up.
I'm sorry I can't equate wanting kids to not being blind.
Also, I can't give up.
I'm sorry I can't equate wanting kids to not being blind.
Sometimes my manager says shit that pisses me off.
I told her it's fucked up salaries can get deducted 10% if you underperform once but you cannot get 10% raise unless you put in 200% & 100% means no salary change.
Then she counters with, "You get laid off or fired in US"
I told her it's fucked up salaries can get deducted 10% if you underperform once but you cannot get 10% raise unless you put in 200% & 100% means no salary change.
Then she counters with, "You get laid off or fired in US"
October 30, 2025 at 12:07 PM
Sometimes my manager says shit that pisses me off.
I told her it's fucked up salaries can get deducted 10% if you underperform once but you cannot get 10% raise unless you put in 200% & 100% means no salary change.
Then she counters with, "You get laid off or fired in US"
I told her it's fucked up salaries can get deducted 10% if you underperform once but you cannot get 10% raise unless you put in 200% & 100% means no salary change.
Then she counters with, "You get laid off or fired in US"
Japan, the land that puts a strand of hydrocodone in their OTC cold medicines because they don't believe in sick time and alcoholism is normalized.
And their version of corticosteroid eye drops have photophobia side effects.
I miss my US drugs for my eyes 😭
And their version of corticosteroid eye drops have photophobia side effects.
I miss my US drugs for my eyes 😭
October 27, 2025 at 10:29 AM
Japan, the land that puts a strand of hydrocodone in their OTC cold medicines because they don't believe in sick time and alcoholism is normalized.
And their version of corticosteroid eye drops have photophobia side effects.
I miss my US drugs for my eyes 😭
And their version of corticosteroid eye drops have photophobia side effects.
I miss my US drugs for my eyes 😭
My symptoms are mild when I take eye drops. But the inflammation never goes away completely. New doctors dismiss me, tell me it's not bad.
Now I'm going without my meds, letting what could damage my retina run rampant just so these fucks with their medical degrees will fucking listen to me.
Now I'm going without my meds, letting what could damage my retina run rampant just so these fucks with their medical degrees will fucking listen to me.
October 26, 2025 at 11:20 AM
My symptoms are mild when I take eye drops. But the inflammation never goes away completely. New doctors dismiss me, tell me it's not bad.
Now I'm going without my meds, letting what could damage my retina run rampant just so these fucks with their medical degrees will fucking listen to me.
Now I'm going without my meds, letting what could damage my retina run rampant just so these fucks with their medical degrees will fucking listen to me.