Half of my problem is I watch a lot of Destiel music videos where a lot of those painful scenes are tangled in there and then I just get furious. I've chewed Dean out a bunch in the privacy of my kitchen while the music is playing but now I get just seriously mad at the showrunners and blame them.

I know exactly what you mean. I get angry repeatedly about it. Especially the hurt in the end of season 14 and during the beginning of 15. And then that stupid finale with no closure and we didn't even get cas in the episode. I 100% support you going to write more 💙💚

YESSSSS

I believe you wrote my favorite post purgatory story.

Ope. I checked.. I know exactly who you are(as an author) because you don't give me anxiety Like I know when I read you I'm going to walk away feeling really really good about what I just read. Your stories are so very very comforting. A big warm Destiel hug

I'm excited for it but I just need to know the angst level. My tolerance has gone down very low since the ending of Supernatural on what triggers the anxiety for me. I did already check to see how the books ended though before I even considered the possibility of watching it.

And I'm so grateful for you. The majority of what I've read since 2020 has been fix its. I read like one AU for every 10 fix its now. Feel free to link your work though I probably am already aware but my short-term memory is bad. Destiel ff is life

I don't know because peacock comes free with my internet provider but some things it'll tell me I don't have access to. 🥺

Doesn't have everything peacock has I'm pretty sure I'd have to pay extra for certain things so just in case.
OkLoveYouBye 😘

I tagged Destiel just so anybody looking on that feed we'll see this in case you didn't know or didn't have Peacock but had Prime. Didn't want any of y'all wasting your money like I was about to do with paying extra for peacock. I think I get a free version through my internet provider but

Big hug

I sincerely miss having a mailbox that's right outside. I can't even imagine what it's like having one of those houses that has the mail slot on the door or right next to your door. That sounds like a utopian fantasy.

Unless it's their pets names. 😂

I still haven't gone out there. Lol. My package is sitting in that box and I'm not going. Everyone gathers around there and they gossip and I just keep my head down and look at my shoes while trying to gather my mail. It's so incredibly awkward and I don't want to know gossip about my neighbors

I wait until the middle of the night where literally anything can happen and it is ridiculously colder because I prefer those options than the awkwardness of the mailbox. 😭😭😭😭. I do have to say that I love that you understand me but I'm sorry you understand me as well. 😂🥹

I sincerely hope that it gets better. ❤️

11 understands

Eleven understands me. That's my face every time I leave the house. Lol.