Trying to restrain myself from completely tweaking out for multiple paragraphs again by sharing info via memes instead because still nobody is here for that not even me

No matter what I will always remember: if Femtanyl and Stomach Book have taught me anything it's that transgender rage can always make something fucking glorious god bless

I will always create from the heart no matter what, and that heart is a gooey festering abscess of mold and eldritch anatomy with a single flower growing out of it that tells me how to maim my characters that day as god intended, and now more than ever I live to make that everyone elses problem

I accepted my status as a weird gay pervert just fine a long time ago though, my remaining issue is actually that even though 99% of my art is not outright nsfw, I'm still gonna be turned into goddamn silly putty one day just for making weird solo indie queer media, which is just genuinely sad

Like dude. I turn 19 in like, under a week now. My entire opening to adulthood has been a fucking nightmare and every step I take toward being okay and comfortable with myself the world then takes another to tell me that's wrong actually, its asinine