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carry/support/sustain, produce/bring forth/give birth, aggression

11. beyond the pleasure principle, freud

:- )))

10. uzaku's guide to mahjong: tile efficiency, g. uzaku

9. disorganization and sex, jamieson webster.

this one is good but can't stomach her new book about breath, care, and covid for nearly self-evident reasons

8. after evil, robert meister

7. four lessons of psychoanalysis, moustafa safouan

6. on the sovereignty of mothers, gil anidjar

underwhelming and questionable w/r/t its thinking about the slave, but the slow pace of the writing allowed me to free associate about mothering, so at least there's that

5. the three theban plays, sophocles (translated by fagles)

4. fundamentals of psychoanalytic technique, bruce fink