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jstanthrwllow.bsky.social
Willow! (18+)
@jstanthrwllow.bsky.social
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Just another freakoid trans gal! Diapers ahead!
19 y/o!
She/They/Xey!
PLUR!
SO: @freakleek.zip
MDNI! (Frequently NSFW!!)
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Epic youtube channel idea
A screenshot from Black Mesa (2020) from the part of Questionable Ethics where there is a very big laser device. Across from it, there is a table that objects can be placed on & disintegrated by the big laser.
December 3, 2025 at 9:25 PM
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Woe; bnnuy upon ye!!
(I really *should* draw like an updated ref that isn't 2 pixels total but also have TF2 sprays I've made of it!) (She has been such a great influence for me in finding a style I like drawing with & the jaggedy lines + spraypaint colors has REALLY been fun for me for doodling!)
A drawing of my Cinderace character Allie wearing a pink/purple diaper and matching green sock garters & some tubetop/mesh arm warmers. She is bending forward, presenting her diapered rear towards the viewer as she looks back with a very "o .o" expression & blushing. The lines are done with a wavey/skrungly brush, and the colors were done with a spraypaint brush, giving a relatively rough but, in my opinion, somehow cohesive feel to the drawing. A drawing of my cinderace character Allie! She is wearing a green mesh tank top with a beige bra-binder-mix thing just to hide her nipples. On her arms she is wearing matching mesh sleeves, and has on a pair of green thigh highs with garters. Her diaper is 4 shades of purple/pink, and there are stars ALL OVER it this time. In the lightest area, right on the front where it looks poofiest, there are darker pink stars, and on the parts to the side of it the colors are swapped, with the stars being light on a darker pink background. The top part of the diaper where the tapes are is a very dark purple, and the lighter stars stand out much more here. The tapes themselves aren't too fancy, being mostly just the lightest pink with two vertical stripes on them. The lineart is rough and jagged, with the colors being done with a spray-paint brush bleeding out past the edge of it, adding an almost colored border to it. A reference sheet for a brown-orange Cinderace character in a loose fitting green shirt and purple-pink diaper. The text on the image reads: > Allie! (It/She) > Likes loose clothes > Puddle bunny... > Trimmed (Fuzzy) (and then there is an arrow to the knee area where there is normally a bit of fuzz on other cinderaces) > Leg warmers (and then there is an arrow pointing to some grey leg warmers that I intended to be shiny.) > 3 doobers (not 2) (and then there is an arrow pointing to the face where normally there are 2 ovular fluffy parts.) > Not a lot of boob (good) (and then there is supposed to be an arrow pointing at her chest. In this one specifically, I fucked up and had the shirt layer on top of the area. Oh well!) > Fav ball is love ball (and then there is an arrow pointing to a small doodle of a love ball from pokemon) > Big Steppers (and then there is an arrow pointing to their abnormally large paws)
December 2, 2025 at 10:26 PM
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My cool rock that I think is some kind of iron? Not sure! (Have had it for a few years now & REALLY hope it isn't one of those horrible "Kills you with Bad Vibes (Cancer)" stones!)
A picture of me holding a rock that has parts exposed that are shiny, while the rest of it is dirty & dulled. The general structure of it is rather square. A quick google search shows me it is very possibly Galena, a formation of lead(II) sulphide. Those are Scary! words because I took basic chemistry, but not much of geology!
December 2, 2025 at 4:18 PM
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I'LL GO ONE STEP FURTHER AND *TAKE* THE PICTURE OF A ROCK!!!
It might not be a *super* cool one but I've had this little guy for a few years now; we found it when installing a fence at my great-grandmothers house & I am 99% confident it is some kind of iron !! (Or some shiny rock!!) (Not sure!!)
A picture of me holding a picture of a shiny stone/mineral in my hand. It has a silverish appeal, and despite multiple years of exposure to the air, it has not oxidized at all. That said, most of it is covered in a dark/dirty outer layer, with the shiny bits having been exposed from how it was chipped a few years ago as I was moving it around.
December 2, 2025 at 4:00 PM
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FINE!!!
(Zay hi to Viiza!!)
A desaturated, green & ligt green yinglet named Viiza made in Yinglet creator wearing black clothes. Her hair is a *very* light blonde, and she has a green rose in her hair. One of her eyes is blacked out, and the other is staring at the camera.
November 30, 2025 at 10:50 PM
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CW // diapers, bunny

YEEAAH!! 1 NEW SPRAY-ART THAT ISN'T *JUST* DIAPERED BUNNY BUTT: LE COMPLETED!!
Super super super super super SUPER happy with how this turned out; very much a big fan of putting Allie in the mesh/thigh-high/garter look with her DIAPER! (very happy with the diaper I did here!!)
A drawing of my cinderace character Allie! She is wearing a green mesh tank top with a beige bra-binder-mix thing just to hide her nipples. On her arms she is wearing matching mesh sleeves, and has on a pair of green thigh highs with garters. Her diaper is 4 shades of purple/pink, and there are stars ALL OVER it this time. In the lightest area, right on the front where it looks poofiest, there are darker pink stars, and on the parts to the side of it the colors are swapped, with the stars being light on a darker pink background. The top part of the diaper where the tapes are is a very dark purple, and the lighter stars stand out much more here. The tapes themselves aren't too fancy, being mostly just the lightest pink with two vertical stripes on them. The lineart is rough and jagged, with the colors being done with a spray-paint brush bleeding out past the edge of it, adding an almost colored border to it.
November 27, 2025 at 5:26 AM
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The Rot is already setting in because now this reads like internal dialogue & options
A screenshot of TF2 chat that, to me, resembles an internal dialogue interaction in Disco Elysium. It reads: FFXIV Player: Am I evil? Sluppy: no TapeΘΔ: what Sluppy: this server is full of pyros Bunny That Noms: sure why not
November 26, 2025 at 9:03 PM
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Guys my wife is such an adorable thing I love it when lizardmom is at the front of things & we get to play with her
A screenshot of a Discord message. It reads: For nooowww~ I could easily lock my little moocow down to just read permissions, & then scramble file extensions <3 Does someone need mommy-sudo to help her look in her own 2 GB hard-drive? :3c Yeaaahhh? :3ccc
November 21, 2025 at 8:45 AM
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Me & my lovely wife both concur that this is very good and cool!!! (Screenshot is her pawesome & cute reaction!!)
A screenshot of my wifes reaction in Discord to being sent this art. It reads: Wouh wbxksbajsksk @@@@@ Holy Ysysyeysyeysyeyysyeysyeysyeysyyeys Bbwahhhh @@@@
November 18, 2025 at 10:47 AM
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Love is two brass beast heavies with painted parasites on their heads ❤️
A screenshot of the Steam UI showing the activity feed under TF2. The top post is from a user named "Parasite #2" and reads: "god parasites are so cool; you gotta try this, its awesome!" The bottom post is from a user named Parasite #1 and it reads: "This parasite is the best thing that ever happened to me! I think everyone should get one!"
November 14, 2025 at 11:09 AM
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Oh yeah did I ever mention I got gamer as fuck recently idk what motivated me but yeah I am so swag & could pwn you anytime I want (but won't because Ily probably :heart:)
An edit of my initial profile photo, a doodle of my Cinderace sona Allie on top of the album "Grave Slick & The Great Society" by Grace Slick & The Great Societ to have iconography of the MLG era such as pixel sunglass, hitmarkers, illuminati, and the MLG logo itself.
November 12, 2025 at 8:46 AM
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CW // Diaper, bunny butt, art

YEAHHHH BEEN A FUCKIN SECOND BUT BRAND NEW SPRAY FOR TF2 RIGHT OFF THE PRESS
Really happy with the spraypaint coloring so i ended up going to 720x720 res. with the spray so I could have 8-bit alpha for the nice fades on the edge (looked like blobs with 1-bit alpha)
A drawing of my Cinderace character Allie wearing a pink/purple diaper and matching green sock garters & some tubetop/mesh arm warmers. She is bending forward, presenting her diapered rear towards the viewer as she looks back with a very "o .o" expression & blushing. The lines are done with a wavey/skrungly brush, and the colors were done with a spraypaint brush, giving a relatively rough but, in my opinion, somehow cohesive feel to the drawing.
November 10, 2025 at 11:02 PM
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FUCK Blue Oyster Cult is so fucking cool man I have GOT to get a not shidded (not "shitted", "shidded") CD player at some point
My SO got me a CD set while we were at the mall and FUUUUCK I LOVE MUSIC ON OPTICAL MEDIA
A picture of the Blue Oyster Cult 50th Anniversay - Live in NYC FIRST NIGHT Deluxe Edition 2CD + DVD box.
November 10, 2025 at 6:48 PM
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An edit/alternate version of the "Vote for Zohran" campaign logo. It now reads "font used on the wii extensively i think" in the subtitle font, as I think that font was used extensively on the Nintendo Wii.
November 9, 2025 at 4:48 AM
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An edit of the "All marriage is gay marriage" meme. It now reads "What's your opinion on enjoyable paws?" and "As far as I'm concerned, all paws is enjoyable paws"
November 7, 2025 at 10:00 PM
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Next step from here is diapers I think !!!!
A bare-bones ref sheet of my (currently) unnamed robot character! The chest, shins and hands are light pink with dark pink diagonal lines going from the top right to the bottom left. The head is light pink, with two light blue bits on the left side of the head. The screen face is lighter blue. The arms, neck, and most exposed wiring/supports are a darker, desaturated blue. The thighs, feet, and plug (that is similar to a ponytail for them) are just ark purple.
November 5, 2025 at 10:07 AM
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WIP !!!!
(May color before bed; may not !!! Who knows !!!)
A B/W work-in-progress of a ref sheet for a computer/screen-face character I am working on! Notable bits are: > The cord on the back of their monitor head can be stylized like a ponytail > There is a stripe on their left shoulder > Their arms & parts of their legs are the stretchy/extendable kind of robot appendage; kinda like the robot hands one may see in a work where they kinda stretch down from the ceiling to do Fun Things! to the protagonist/subject > Their hands have three digits on them. In some parts of the drawing, they look *somewhat* similar to a mouse, but that is entirely coincidental. Also, a fun little mistake/detail I forgot, is to fill in the little bits on the back of the right arm. (That being the lines showing it is made of several telescopic segments) However, this is JUST a WIP piece, so that will come later!
November 5, 2025 at 8:27 AM
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Drew a kitty :D
A drawing of an orange and yellow cat with purple eyes. The right eye has a light purple iris and a dark purple sclera, and the left eye has a light purple sclera and dark purple iris. The nose is two tone, with the left side being light purple and the right side being dark purple.
November 5, 2025 at 4:22 AM
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In relation to recent events here is a depiction of biblical figure, Saint Peter!
A drawing of Saint Peter (from the bible) wearing a shirt that says "I (heart) not shooting someone on 02/11/2006"
November 5, 2025 at 12:54 AM
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I'm doing my part!
(I think your character is super cute sdfnkjdsfnkjsdnkj)
A drawing of (what I'm assuming to be) OPs robo-bee OC in a big, beige diaper with some small bees doodled on it!
November 4, 2025 at 7:19 AM
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Some screenshots from a GMod map I got like 99% the way finished by early 2024 & only just put the last touches on yesterday !!
A screenshot from my map gm_conture. It shows a part of the map with a little concrete structure with a slanted roof, several pillars in the back and some in the front. On the front side, the part where the roof is tallest, has two roof-to-floor pillars, with the rest of them ending on a bar going across at about 3/4ths height. A screenshot from my map gm_conture. It shows a small room/hallway with slots in the roof that allow sunlight into it, creating a cool stripey shadow effect. A screenshot from my map gm_conture. It shows two platforms suspended over a large pit that fades to black as it reaches the bottom. Each platform touches the wall on the far side from the camera, and are positioned in such a way that one can easily imagine the staircase connecting them. A screenshot from my map gm_conture. In the middle of the image, as the intended focus, there is a wrapping staircase around a large concrete pillar that acts as the end of a rather large bridge. On the right side of the image is a set of concrete pillars with differing widths but the same height. On the left side of the image is part of a concrete structure with some simple walls on them.
November 2, 2025 at 10:09 AM
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Watching Digimon: The Movie and
Yeah
Yeah I'm like properly normal about them now
A picture of Raidramon from the Digimon series A picture of Flamedramon from the Digimon series
October 30, 2025 at 2:27 AM
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Grim Dawn is a great game I am fine and okay about it and how all the cool shit I get is not usable for like 10 levels (skill issue & coping)
An edit of the "waiter! waiter! more toddlers please!!" dog meme. It now reads "waiter! waiter! more Required Cunning: 205 please!!" instead. The part that reads "Required Cunning: 205" is a screenshot from in game. An edit of the meme where spongebob is yelling at someone. It reads "I love being underleveled for half the fucking loot table" and has a screenshot of an inventory where most of the picked up loot (8 out of 13 items) are not equippable due to level requirements (either in general or for a specific trait) not being met.
October 29, 2025 at 8:55 PM
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Yet another loadout simultaneously improved & ruined by a pair of painted BINOCULUS!
A picture of Pyro from Team Fortress 2 wearing the Pyromantic Plumage, Industrial Insurgent, and BINOCULUS! painted in Mann Co. Orange. Since the BINOCULUS! is orange, it matches with the default color of the Pyromatic Plumage, making it look as though Pyro has a bird head with REALLY BIG EYES.
October 28, 2025 at 8:15 AM
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Pistol
A screenshot of Team Fortress 2's hud. It shows the model of Spy (equipped with the Haunted Voodoo-Cursed Spy Soul) holding a shotgun with the same pose that he would hold his disguise kit, which clips right into his face in this pose. Underneath him it shows "Pistol" in a little UI box.
October 22, 2025 at 6:16 AM