It reminded me, that sometimes all we need is to witness the fear and the doubt. Sometimes all it needs is to be seen and acknowledged. And I thanked it for reminding me to slow down.

I still feel it, hovering around the edges, but it's not engulfing me. Recovery work is intentional work for sure.

This is telling me that I am tired. Not that I wasn't aware of that. I know this well.

After my initial distress, I put my hands on my chest and spoke to the feeling inside me. I let it know that I saw it, and that it was okay to be there. I spoke to it the way one might to a frightened child.

I felt very welcome there today, and I'm really grateful. We're all just doing our best, and a little kindness really does go a very long way.

It didn't feel intrusive at all. Just an 𝘐'𝘮 𝘮𝘰𝘷𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘱𝘢𝘴𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 kind of vibe.

Later he stood beside me during a lull and we talked lenses. And as golden hour was at its prettiest he beckoned me to join a group photo he was taking of all the photographers, even though I didn't know any of them.

He was far too focused on playing percussion, however, and I on my photography. But it was really nice that he came to find me after their set. I was also able to catch up with some of the others.

Somehow, the past couple of months feel like preparation for the main story. I'm only just beginning.

Honest to God, initial reaction. Hahaha. 😅 #NoFilter

I need caffeine too. Haha. Enjoy your coffee, travel safe, and see you tonight. 🥰