Did not see this coming from her.
Did not see this coming from her.
Which I've only done 9 months in the last 15 years oh my god.
Which I've only done 9 months in the last 15 years oh my god.
Once a year, take a moment to consider my own mortality, funeral wishes, etc.
The day I lost my father (the one who raised me, not bio-dad)
Once a year, take a moment to consider my own mortality, funeral wishes, etc.
The day I lost my father (the one who raised me, not bio-dad)
Sweet Meteor of Death, crush this planet of wretched people.
Sweet Meteor of Death, crush this planet of wretched people.
Or maybe I'm lying to myself and I just don't have the energy or get up and go to make it happen with or without the ball and chain.
Or maybe I'm lying to myself and I just don't have the energy or get up and go to make it happen with or without the ball and chain.
Well there's just an empty space
...
What's left of me besides work and sleep...
While everyone else has their hobbies that they feel like they can spend money on...
And I'm working three jobs and feel that the wallets too tight and my desires are too dead for that.
Well there's just an empty space
...
What's left of me besides work and sleep...
While everyone else has their hobbies that they feel like they can spend money on...
And I'm working three jobs and feel that the wallets too tight and my desires are too dead for that.
Except that it is, and I self censor, and I compartmentalize, and I work a shit ton of hours.
Except that it is, and I self censor, and I compartmentalize, and I work a shit ton of hours.
And what have you done
Another year over
And a new one just begun.
2025 starts in a few days.
Count my work.
Define my goals.
Celebrate my wins.
And maybe rewrite my bio and figure out my compartmentalized social media.
And what have you done
Another year over
And a new one just begun.
2025 starts in a few days.
Count my work.
Define my goals.
Celebrate my wins.
And maybe rewrite my bio and figure out my compartmentalized social media.
My lifestyle is fragile.
My psyche is fragile.
But I have a strong support system that has been there for me.
My lifestyle is fragile.
My psyche is fragile.
But I have a strong support system that has been there for me.
"You're making me get out of bed, again, for what?"
"You're making me get out of bed, again, for what?"
Like I said, my blogging hit the brakes when my one family member started reading it.
Like I said, my blogging hit the brakes when my one family member started reading it.