🍂 In this transformative journey, I’m merging energy healing with mother wound work to help you release emotional blocks and reconnect with your true self. 💫
choice.
Not choice as an idea.
Choice as a capacity.
What I’ve learned through deep healing is that many of our reactions—urgency, silence, withdrawal, even calm—aren’t moral positions. They’re nervous system responses shaped…
choice.
Not choice as an idea.
Choice as a capacity.
What I’ve learned through deep healing is that many of our reactions—urgency, silence, withdrawal, even calm—aren’t moral positions. They’re nervous system responses shaped…
This week’s blog isn’t about answers or analysis.
It’s about orientation—what changes when perception is no longer organized around survival.
I’ve been sitting with how trauma, grief, identity, and illusion shape the way we see the world…& what becomes possible when
This week’s blog isn’t about answers or analysis.
It’s about orientation—what changes when perception is no longer organized around survival.
I’ve been sitting with how trauma, grief, identity, and illusion shape the way we see the world…& what becomes possible when
I am not here to fix systems that failed me.
I am here to build a clean one.
Not louder.
Not shinier.
But embodied.
We’re entering a cycle of deep change — one that asks us to come back into the body.
Back into worth.
Back into truth.
I am not here to fix systems that failed me.
I am here to build a clean one.
Not louder.
Not shinier.
But embodied.
We’re entering a cycle of deep change — one that asks us to come back into the body.
Back into worth.
Back into truth.
The noise has quieted.
And for many people, what’s left is what was already there.
🌿 If you didn’t wake up feeling new, inspired, or reinvented — this message is for you.
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The noise has quieted.
And for many people, what’s left is what was already there.
🌿 If you didn’t wake up feeling new, inspired, or reinvented — this message is for you.
youtube.com/shorts/4V9Um...
War. Fear. Collapse.
Another bomb. Another silence. Another “breaking news” that breaks your heart.
It’s easy to lose yourself in it.
To shut down.
To call it all hopeless.
To numb.
To doomscroll your soul into shutdown.
War. Fear. Collapse.
Another bomb. Another silence. Another “breaking news” that breaks your heart.
It’s easy to lose yourself in it.
To shut down.
To call it all hopeless.
To numb.
To doomscroll your soul into shutdown.
It was about truth in an unsafe world.
That’s why he carries the Upside Down in his body long after others escape it.
He isn’t weak.
He’s the somatic memory.
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It was about truth in an unsafe world.
That’s why he carries the Upside Down in his body long after others escape it.
He isn’t weak.
He’s the somatic memory.
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But after finishing the series finale of Stranger Things, something in my body stayed open — and eventually asked for language.
What I saw wasn’t just a monster story.
I saw the Hero’s Journey told through trauma.
But after finishing the series finale of Stranger Things, something in my body stayed open — and eventually asked for language.
What I saw wasn’t just a monster story.
I saw the Hero’s Journey told through trauma.
✨ Heal the pain of your inner child!
You can only do that “by feeling what froze at those ages.”
✨ It’s all about energy.
Trapped energy in your body is the “metaphorical demon.”
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✨ Heal the pain of your inner child!
You can only do that “by feeling what froze at those ages.”
✨ It’s all about energy.
Trapped energy in your body is the “metaphorical demon.”
youtube.com/shorts/4V9Um...
🪷 You don’t need a new version to deserve your own presence.
✨ You don’t have to perform your healing to be worthy of it.
🪷 You don’t need a new version to deserve your own presence.
✨ You don’t have to perform your healing to be worthy of it.
📖 From my final blog of 2025:
📖 From my final blog of 2025:
This year changed me.
Not because I learned more
—but because my body finally released what it had been holding.
In this piece, I share:
• what actually helped me heal
• what didn’t
• why insight alone isn’t enough
• why healing is not about fixing what’s “broken”
This year changed me.
Not because I learned more
—but because my body finally released what it had been holding.
In this piece, I share:
• what actually helped me heal
• what didn’t
• why insight alone isn’t enough
• why healing is not about fixing what’s “broken”
Tears. Loss. The things that fit neatly into sympathy cards.
But the truth is…
the deepest grief appears long before we ever cry.
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Tears. Loss. The things that fit neatly into sympathy cards.
But the truth is…
the deepest grief appears long before we ever cry.
youtube.com/shorts/vmJ3r...
The Day I Stopped Carrying My Mother’s Pain.
✨ I didn’t hold anything back in this one — the ritual, the grief, the cord work, the soul retrieval, the moment my body finally loosened.
🪷 If you’ve ever carried a parent’s pain longer than you realized…
The Day I Stopped Carrying My Mother’s Pain.
✨ I didn’t hold anything back in this one — the ritual, the grief, the cord work, the soul retrieval, the moment my body finally loosened.
🪷 If you’ve ever carried a parent’s pain longer than you realized…
Not just memories — but the old emotional rhythms our bodies learned long before we had words for them.
Some people enter this season with joy.
Others enter it with fear, grief, shame, pressure, or a quiet dread they can’t explain.
Not just memories — but the old emotional rhythms our bodies learned long before we had words for them.
Some people enter this season with joy.
Others enter it with fear, grief, shame, pressure, or a quiet dread they can’t explain.
The age of “bow down to my wisdom” is dead.
The cosmos is basically saying, “Stop giving your power to people who monetize your longing.”
Pluto in Aquarius is ripping the curtains open.
Neptune in Pisces is stripping away the fantasy.
The age of “bow down to my wisdom” is dead.
The cosmos is basically saying, “Stop giving your power to people who monetize your longing.”
Pluto in Aquarius is ripping the curtains open.
Neptune in Pisces is stripping away the fantasy.
It’s abt finding where the trapped energy still lives in your body — the part of you that froze when it became too much to feel.
You don’t remove the block by thinking about it.
You release it by feeling it.
Safely. Gently. Without force.
It’s abt finding where the trapped energy still lives in your body — the part of you that froze when it became too much to feel.
You don’t remove the block by thinking about it.
You release it by feeling it.
Safely. Gently. Without force.
a space not of descent, but of embodied transformation.
Pluto reminded us that integration is its own initiation.
That the darkness we’ve been moving through isn’t punishment — it’s revelation.
a space not of descent, but of embodied transformation.
Pluto reminded us that integration is its own initiation.
That the darkness we’ve been moving through isn’t punishment — it’s revelation.
They’re meant to be met.
✨ In my latest video, I talk about what really happens when we finally turn toward the parts of ourselves we’ve spent a lifetime avoiding — the frozen energy, the inner child, the moment we first left ourselves.
They’re meant to be met.
✨ In my latest video, I talk about what really happens when we finally turn toward the parts of ourselves we’ve spent a lifetime avoiding — the frozen energy, the inner child, the moment we first left ourselves.
It follows us — into our relationships, our work, our bodies.
In Part 4 of my blog series, I write about what happens when silence finally starts to break — when the body begins to speak the truth we’ve carried for decades.
It follows us — into our relationships, our work, our bodies.
In Part 4 of my blog series, I write about what happens when silence finally starts to break — when the body begins to speak the truth we’ve carried for decades.
Each track explores the shadow that lives beneath a chakra — fear, guilt, shame, grief, silence, illusion, & attachment — through a tender dialogue between the adult self & the inner child.
Each track explores the shadow that lives beneath a chakra — fear, guilt, shame, grief, silence, illusion, & attachment — through a tender dialogue between the adult self & the inner child.
✨ In Planetary Soulwork, we don’t just talk about astrology — we embody it.
Each month, we enter the Solar Field and work directly with the energy of the ruling planet and zodiacal consciousness.
✨ In Planetary Soulwork, we don’t just talk about astrology — we embody it.
Each month, we enter the Solar Field and work directly with the energy of the ruling planet and zodiacal consciousness.
✨ It explores what happens when love is exiled — and how the soul remembers it anyway.
🪷 As a collective, we’re being asked to see every place where love still hides behind fear.
This isn’t new —
✨ It explores what happens when love is exiled — and how the soul remembers it anyway.
🪷 As a collective, we’re being asked to see every place where love still hides behind fear.
This isn’t new —
ICE OUT OF CA! ✊🏻🌈💙
ICE OUT OF CA! ✊🏻🌈💙