girl 😭😭😭😭 my friend in cali keeps going on about how warm it is and i was like “i’m not catching you when y’all fall off the continent!!!!”

i have GOT to know—how cold is it there?

can’t even bring myself to CLICK that shit

sixthly, i am doing things again. like that are outside. meeting new people. going new places. i do not normally do things like this. anyway, hope i can keep this up. i’m loving it so far. if you decided to be sober too (or are thinking about it) and wanna talk, send me a message. iwndwyt 💙

there were CLAMS in my soup. so good. fourthly, i’ve been able to write again and deal with my emotions a normal way, without needing to black out or numb the anxiety away. fifthly, been reading books again too. it’s like some little locked door inside me unlatched and crumbled down. it’s been nice.

secondly, i am able to process my emotions better. i realized that some people claw to power and oppressing others because they feel small and tiny. they still are. thirdly, i am losing weight! it’s not much, but it’s happening! i have more to write about but i have to eat potato soup!!

wait as soon as i sent that i knew the answer. for clicks. for engagement. for doing exactly what i just did. smfh.

hating amazon while not taking into account you are literally contributing financially to the publishing industry by purchasing books is wild. i love my kindle, that i can bring it with me, that i can get deals on books — it’s all a cohesive environment and i say just ignore those people.

me playing new vegas 😭

makes sense. i am torn between the wonderfulness of anonymity the internet provides and then i so desperately want people to be accountable online for their behavior 🥲

yes this! i cannot understand how there are no laws or rules about conduct on the internet. there are for real life, so why is that not translating to the online sphere as well?