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But a lot of that peace is missing right now and until I can do it without "faking until I make it" zombie mode, I'm taking a break.

Much Love <3

- Jess (8/8)

Because this community, this space is magical with each of you. I do this because I enjoy seeing you all, conversing about games, and just having our safe space to be ourselves. One of the few spaces that I truly have peace. (7/8)

So I will be on hiatus til January 2026, maybe longer. But it will be until my mental health is in a better state. I will miss streaming and have so much I want to bring to 2026 and getting closer to 750 Realm Walkers and then work towards 1k Realm Walkers if possible. (6/8)

I also have been struggling with work for my small business and reworking things to improve client services. Something I enjoy but also put so much on myself to do. (5/8)

This has affected many friendships and my own mental health, a lot I internalize as I have to work on or am at fault even if I’m not. It has gotten so bad, I feel more like a zombie than myself. (4/8)

Prior to my birthday, I had lost a friend I had thought I had known. Some parts of the event triggered a past trauma. A past trauma I avoid talking about due to how it violated my trust in people I called friends. Some that felt like family. (3/8)

For the explained version, I will do my best to keep this thread short. (2/8)