but i am removing myself from friend group that i cant feel connected to. and i mean tired and tired to for a while but nothing feels the same. its those that i was in when i was much much younger

i promise I'm still gonna be social, haha i think even more so. still very self conscious but, i won't feel so bound to circles because of what i make and post now

THAT LITERALLY NEVER GET POINTED OUT. im sick of trying to chase a past that is far gone. a community, a friend group, that i no longer can related to, and place where i fit into when i was 16. I'm now 22. i am not the same person. and i want to move onwards and enjoy, and love myself.

and i hear so many times that it doesn't have to be. but when your work was complemented by people you looked up to, who were far older and far more experienced. you want to always be better. and then be discarded when you mess up, when your not picking up on social queues

I'm not sure if it because my experiences with the community has been just kinda, awful. came into the community not around people my own age. but people who were far older, and telling me i was "so mature" now drawing ponies feel like im pushing myself to be "perfect"

We're so proud to have been featured among so many other cool indies in the Awesome Indies Showcase...

We've set up camp at Gamescom in Indie Arena, Section 2, Number 44, and we're so excited for you to get stuck into our dungeon*.

*NOT A EUPHAMISM

I know huge jump singe last night but. Idk like i already feel so welcomed and i haven't felt like this in a while

Hey no worries. But yeah its just working through it the best i can. Also i hope your doing okay :( its rough for everyone lately

Well fun part. I have been diagnosed with ADHD. But due to my seizures, can't take meds for that and sadly can't afford therapy. Im free balling 🫠