Jay in gym era
@jayspo.bsky.social
a hundred and something pounds
23 // diary // they/she
23 // diary // they/she
Working out is great I feel stronger Im just terrified of bulking up. Thighs and ass sure but my arms? My calves?? Please no please
December 19, 2025 at 5:44 AM
Working out is great I feel stronger Im just terrified of bulking up. Thighs and ass sure but my arms? My calves?? Please no please
Managed to workout, clean my bath tub, do half of my laundry, meal prep and eat a healthy dinner, wash some dishes, and play a video game today. Even though I cried throughout the day I feel content at the end of the day. Im gonna drink ginger & clove tea and watch something now
December 19, 2025 at 5:30 AM
Managed to workout, clean my bath tub, do half of my laundry, meal prep and eat a healthy dinner, wash some dishes, and play a video game today. Even though I cried throughout the day I feel content at the end of the day. Im gonna drink ginger & clove tea and watch something now
Just found out my dog has malignant cancer and then took a bite of the worst donut Ive ever had
December 18, 2025 at 11:04 PM
Just found out my dog has malignant cancer and then took a bite of the worst donut Ive ever had
Dinner was some of this mornings salad and post workout from yesterday :)
December 17, 2025 at 1:39 AM
Dinner was some of this mornings salad and post workout from yesterday :)
Post workout salad
December 16, 2025 at 7:56 PM
Post workout salad
I want a real job no internships or degrees and partially remote. Computer do you hear me
December 16, 2025 at 5:47 PM
I want a real job no internships or degrees and partially remote. Computer do you hear me
Said i was gonna go to a party after finishing my finals but Im gonna stay home…there were gonna be like 20 people and I only wanted to say hi to like 3 of them so I decided the cold drive wouldnt be worth it
December 15, 2025 at 11:37 PM
Said i was gonna go to a party after finishing my finals but Im gonna stay home…there were gonna be like 20 people and I only wanted to say hi to like 3 of them so I decided the cold drive wouldnt be worth it
My last final of the semester starts in 15 minutes 😖
December 15, 2025 at 8:15 PM
My last final of the semester starts in 15 minutes 😖
Something about the aot ost while on the stairmaster….
December 14, 2025 at 11:20 PM
Something about the aot ost while on the stairmaster….
Sometimes I question our relationship
December 14, 2025 at 7:58 AM
Sometimes I question our relationship
Frankenstein was amazing
December 14, 2025 at 6:22 AM
Frankenstein was amazing
One day I’ll be brave enough to post bodychecks on here >_< maybe when my summer body is ready and yall can tell me if the bathing suits eat or not
December 13, 2025 at 6:31 PM
One day I’ll be brave enough to post bodychecks on here >_< maybe when my summer body is ready and yall can tell me if the bathing suits eat or not
Going to the gym has made me so much more productive and made me feel like an actual human being again and Ive stopped binge drinking and binge smoking and Im noticing my body take shape and Im not starving myself or purging Im…so glad my boyfriend talked me into this…
December 13, 2025 at 6:31 PM
Going to the gym has made me so much more productive and made me feel like an actual human being again and Ive stopped binge drinking and binge smoking and Im noticing my body take shape and Im not starving myself or purging Im…so glad my boyfriend talked me into this…
In therapy today we talked about the potential that my system is the result of masking dissociation and audhd rather than DID/OSDD and Im gonna do an assessment for it after we start the bilateral stimulation portion of EMDR
December 12, 2025 at 6:23 AM
In therapy today we talked about the potential that my system is the result of masking dissociation and audhd rather than DID/OSDD and Im gonna do an assessment for it after we start the bilateral stimulation portion of EMDR
“Good morning “ I say as I head towards a drunk giggly sleep
December 11, 2025 at 9:55 AM
“Good morning “ I say as I head towards a drunk giggly sleep
My soul is so happy to be with you…
December 11, 2025 at 9:54 AM
My soul is so happy to be with you…
Heyyy just found the last two messages I sent him before I found out he died wanna see?
December 11, 2025 at 7:41 AM
Heyyy just found the last two messages I sent him before I found out he died wanna see?
I think somethint is wrong with my wrist. Ive avoided going to the doctor because its my drawing and writing wrist. Now i cant draw or write or open doors or pet my dog. I can only type if I keep my writs really still, Im terrified
December 10, 2025 at 5:08 PM
I think somethint is wrong with my wrist. Ive avoided going to the doctor because its my drawing and writing wrist. Now i cant draw or write or open doors or pet my dog. I can only type if I keep my writs really still, Im terrified
Sober dreams felt so real that I woke up to see if my dog was alive and cried when I found out she was
December 10, 2025 at 11:54 AM
Sober dreams felt so real that I woke up to see if my dog was alive and cried when I found out she was
My dad has this really awful habit of talking At you, not To you. He doesnt care about your opinions on things, he cares that you know his. You are not a human being with thoughts and feelings, you are something he can mold to be like him. I try to be grateful but sometimes I cant stand it.
December 10, 2025 at 3:32 AM
My dad has this really awful habit of talking At you, not To you. He doesnt care about your opinions on things, he cares that you know his. You are not a human being with thoughts and feelings, you are something he can mold to be like him. I try to be grateful but sometimes I cant stand it.
I went to the gym and my mood went up yay!! Im finally getting used to the machines too
December 10, 2025 at 2:31 AM
I went to the gym and my mood went up yay!! Im finally getting used to the machines too
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I choose to see my period as the final skin shed of the year, and that after this I’ll be going headfast in the direction of my dreams
December 9, 2025 at 9:17 PM
I choose to see my period as the final skin shed of the year, and that after this I’ll be going headfast in the direction of my dreams
Im on my period and everything hurts and im emotionally unstable and I don’t want to get out of bed and I have finals tomorrow i hate this i hate this
December 9, 2025 at 7:16 PM
Im on my period and everything hurts and im emotionally unstable and I don’t want to get out of bed and I have finals tomorrow i hate this i hate this
Not going to the gym today because uhh I dont feel like it
December 9, 2025 at 1:36 AM
Not going to the gym today because uhh I dont feel like it