Anyone can dream, my boy.

HOW DARE YOU!

How does one exist?

Thank you for reading and being with me through this time, no matter how dim things may be!

Stay stay, and remember people care for you!💝🫂

I think that's all I would like to say about all this. Apologies for this sounding sound and hard to hear. It's not always easy hearing others' struggles especially, but what matters is all of us tagging along and showing our inner hearts!

I'm still here, and I will still be online chatting with my friends a lot and making funny jokes, so there's no need to worry about me disappearing from here anytime soon.

I'll still be living despite anything, and any help and support from you all is always appreciated!

I've been noticing various symptoms for over a year now and it has gotten especially worse and made me feel this low up to now.

I'm very much hoping to start getting better and more treatment as time approaches. It probably won't be easy and it will be stressful, but I must try.

All of which, combined with the aforementioned constant wave of negative emotions have been causing me to feel very bad during several, have lower motivation on anything, and overall, it sucks...

It goes to show that depression can affect anyone and can happen anytime in life.

I'll write down a few as I like to keep some parts of me private, but they do still hurt. The constant little to no energy and mood I have throughout my days, having a mental block on doing my passions, struggles of keeping it up at community college, and other personal events.

I recently went to my first-ever counseling appointment that was scheduled by one of my family members, after I said I wasn't feeling too well mentally

Truth be told... I was going through so many personal struggles and rapidly horrible thoughts about myself.