honestly, i guess a good thing about not socialising much is that there's nobody to drag me into going to christmas parties because that would probably cause a sensory overload of catastrophic proportions.

i mean, i don't mind the cozy atmosphere or the pretty lights and stuff for the most part, but a lot of the time, especially the run up to christmas feels like overkill when it's shoved down your throat 24/7. that and i feel a lot of grief during this time of year too.

i'm too tired to make any better jokes rn, so just take it or leave it.

i'm a bit tired rn, so i might not make it there.

honestly, i would like to know too, ngl.

oh no. the AI summary got to you too. i don't think anything of mine has been hit yet, though.

now i think about it, i could connect this to that animation i'm doing if i get it done in time for the joke to work.

i feel like a terrible person because of how my fear makes me think really messed-up things and makes me tempted to lash out because of them, so maybe i'm even better off locking myself away so nothing bad can happen.

like, i know it's ironic how i hate it when people cough since i have asthma, but i feel like my asthma is a big reason why i fear getting sick because every time i do get unlucky and get a cold or something, it almost always becomes a chest infection and i feel like i'm dying.

so far, i've not actually lashed out at anyone i hear coughing near me yet, but i wonder how long that self-control will last because i feel almost like i'm being hunted down and i have to fight back if i want to survive.

ok. so the good news is i'm not having to go anywhere today, but the bad news is there have been way too many sudden changes of plan today. i mean, what's the point on having a routine if it'll very easily be thrown out the window? i need a break from everything rn, tbh.

that's understandable. i don't have many conversation spoons most of the time anyway. take it easy.

i still visit my parents (and my cats) at least once a week, so depending on how close by you are to your family, you could try doing visits too.

if previous lives were a thing, there is a verrrrrry high chance i was a cat, but somehow a few cat traits got brought over to this life, for whatever reason.