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@insideushere.bsky.social

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Minors/TERFs/zionists DNI 🚫

18+ (me&everyone I draw)
she/her bi mess. awkward enough to make people wonder if I am a bot

latest art: 📌. more in feeds, mainly #BaldursGate3 - Astarion x Awbonee #awstarion

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partner and i go back to our respective countries until january in a couple weeks so i got my christmas presents early 💜💜💜

two vinyls on a blue carpet: the soundtrack for sinners and olivia rodrigo's guts

November 21, 2025 at 10:01 AM

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(wee sneak peek hidden in the replies, no ivies because they need like 3000 more passes apparently)

#bitterwip #baldursgate3 #awstarion

cropped work in progress of an attempt at a mucha inspired illustration, awbonee and astarion are lying on a piece of fabric that drapes around his legs, he's kissing her chest and holding her face, she has a hand on his arm and the other runs through his hair

November 20, 2025 at 12:08 PM

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✨Artists! Please show:

♡ the first piece you did in 2025
♡ your favorite piece of the year
♡ your most popular piece
♡ your most recent piece

i can't actually show you my favourite because it's for a zine that's not out yet, so favourite sketch instead 🥲

small comic with three panels. top panel is Astarion kissing Awbonee's shoulder while she sleeps. bottom left is Astarion straddling Awbonee's thighs while she is on her belly. bottom right is Astarion burying his head in her shoulder while he cums, her hand is combing through his hair.

there are some dialogue bubbles peppered around

first dialogue bubble group:
"Darling?"
"Mmh..."
"How awake are you?"

second dialogue bubble group:
"Awbonee..."
"Huh?"
"I really want to fuck you"

third dialogue bubble group:
"Are you awake enough to say yes?"
"Yes..."

last dialogue bubble group
"Yes to what, my love?"
"Yes, fuck me..."

lineart sketch, awbonee is lying naked on top of astarion with her back to his chest and they seem to be talking, the fingertips of their hands are brushing, the vibes are comfy

rough lineart sketch of astarion fucking awbonee into the mattress, she's grabbing his ass with both hands and he's holding her face

colour sketch of anaia sitting in nice pyjamas in front of a frosted window, surrounded by cushions

November 20, 2025 at 7:58 AM

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lately everything i try to do is taking forever and i keep falling behind my own deadlines and feeling useless and out of place and it's driving me nuts a bit tbh, sorry for the lack of everything

emotional support sketch save me etc

#bitterwip #baldursgate3 #awstarion

lineart sketch of astarion lying between awbonee's legs while kissing her breast. he has one hand around her face, while hers are one through his hair and the other on his arm. her eyes are closed and she's smiling

November 16, 2025 at 5:39 PM

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oh hey volume 1 of @coloursofthegate.bsky.social is now released and you can now download the entire zine on cotgfanzine.itch.io

that means i can also show you the jaheira/nine fingers i did for it 💜

#nsfwart #baldursgate3 #jaheira #ninefingerskeene

digital art: Astele Keene kneels on a chair, her pants and underwear shoved down around her thighs, Jaheira, wearing a strap on, is pressed flush against Astele from behind, with one leg hiked up on the chair. Her arms are wrapped around Astele, one tangled in her hair and craddling her face with the other resting on her chest. Astele's head is turned to look over her shoulder at Jaheira, and she has one hand braced on the back of the chair, while the other hand reaches back to grab the strap around Jaheira's hip.

November 15, 2025 at 6:51 AM

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Art train!
4 artworks, tag 4 or more people

@momarsala.bsky.social
@israfela1.bsky.social
@lovericci.bsky.social
@vj-amalea.bsky.social
@tcustodis.bsky.social

(please lmk if you don't like to be tagged in this kind of thing 💜)

digital art of astarion sitting on an armchair waving a blue feather just out of reach of baby hope, who's lying on the floor on top of a cushioned baby carrier. he's looking at awbonee, who is sitting next to hope fletching arrows

rough sketch of halsin, awbonee, and astarion lying on bed. astarion is rutting against her while halsin caresses her knee

digital art of awbonee and astarion lying in bed. she's awake and running her fingers through his hair, her other hand is cwressing his arm. he's holding on to her with his head on her chest, smiling with his eyes closed. there's a trail of blood down her chest and on his mouth

painterly style portrait of shadowheart in purple shades

November 13, 2025 at 11:29 AM

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If you see this, post your bird art 🐦

gotta draw more birbs

painterly study of a peregrine falcon in flight

unfinished painterly style portrait of awbonee and a crow familiar, with baldur's gate in the background

November 10, 2025 at 4:31 PM

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we meet again, "turning random anatomy studies into awstarion sketches because what's the point otherwise, and let me quickly add some messed clothing because i can now". it's been a while.

#bitterwip #baldursgate3 #awstarion

rough lineart sketch of astarion fucking awbonee from behind while he masturbates her pulling her underwear to the side. his other hand is holding hers, and her top is torn and pulled down, leaving her boobs free

November 8, 2025 at 10:18 PM

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hey so this (part of a whole thing i can't show yet) actually made it to the finish line 6 months after i started working on it! maybe there's hope yet for my pile of wips!

#bitterwip #awbonee

same cropped image of awbonee licking the underside of a dick, as in the quoted post, but this time coloured. there's cum running down her fingers and her hair is up in a messy pseudo edwardian style

November 7, 2025 at 6:46 PM

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thank you so much for the chance, i love your portraits 💜💜💜 would love to see my tav Awbonee in your style

tagging @somftancunin.bsky.social !

bg3 screenshot of awbonee wearing the lady of the spores dress by arideyya

November 5, 2025 at 1:09 PM

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#Tavember Day 4: Hygiene

awbonee will bathe as often as possible but can suck it up with rag baths for a long while. she does take care of her skin with oils

(have y'all read the fic i won in @somftancunin.bsky.social's giveaway it has some excellent bathing ❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥 archiveofourown.org/works/72399176)

digital art of awbonee cleaning her neck with a rag

November 4, 2025 at 6:30 PM

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my parents sent me huesos de santo ("saint bones"), a typical all saints spanish sweet that is basically a little bit of marzipan and a shitload of sugar held together by egg yolk 🥹🥹🥹

a neatly piled box of traditional huesos de santo sweets, they are marzipan shaped like pieces of bone and filled with sugared egg yolk

November 4, 2025 at 10:04 AM

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aside from all the bg3 stuff one of my goals in 2026 is to draw at least one more carnivàle character in this style (probably sofie or jonesy) and continue crying about my favourite series ever to the other 2 people who watched

digital art poster showing brother justin crowe from carnivale standing in front of a microphone. in the background there's a dead tree and an atomic bomb explosion. the frame has motifs of masks, scithes, coins and corns

November 3, 2025 at 8:05 AM

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after that all goes to shit she follows her grandfather advice and enters an upper city academy in a scholarship. she does well in school because she can be very dedicated if she sets herself a goal, but eventually that goes to shit too 🤡

digital art of a teen awbonee standing in front of an ivy covered wall. she's wearing a plain grey dress and holding a heavy book and some scrolls behind her. there is a rat looking at her by the wall

November 2, 2025 at 7:24 PM

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#tavember day 2: education

up until ~13 awbonee went to school in rivington or was mentored by her elven grandfather, but her real education was with her Gur grandma, who took her away often and was preparing her to join them permanently as a monster hunter

#tavqotd #awbonee

a colour drawing of awbonee as a young teen dressed in an embroidered best and wide trousers, she's holding a bloodied sack behind her and carrying a carcaj and bow on her back. her clothes and face are stained and bruised and she has ribbons in her hair

November 2, 2025 at 7:24 PM

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october's journal is done. thank you to everyone who participated in the kinktober request pool - i am really sorry i cannot do all of them (i may pick them back up for kinkmas). i have one request, one comm, and one giveaway prize left to do, and then i will be taking things slower for a bit

screenshot of the paper app showing 21 pages with different sketches i did over kinktober along with a couple of blurred pages that are ongoing zine pieces

November 1, 2025 at 5:54 PM

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cw: a bit of blood

we're getting close to release and i can now show you a small part of my piece for @lovemarriagebg3.bsky.social !

#nsfwart #baldursgate3 #awstarion

November 1, 2025 at 1:55 PM

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cw somnophilia
#kinktober 17 - somno

@israfela1.bsky.social requested piratestarion/iris 💜💜

#bittersketch #baldursgate3 #bloodshanty

colour sketch of piratestarion fucking iris while they're asleep

November 1, 2025 at 10:58 AM

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Search "ship dynamics" on Pinterest and share your tav's relationship dynamics with their LI!
#tavqotd

apple meme sketch with astarion and awbonee's profiles forming the bitten parts of the apple. this apple's meat is red and its skin is black

doodle showing:
character A (obnoxious with low self steem) saying "oh cmon yknow you love me"
character B (earnest + straightforward) saying "no, yeah, i do"
character A shocked saying "WHAT?!!"

ship dynamic sketch of character B holding character A's face in their hands while character A blushes. text says "A is touch starved. B can't stop touching A"

October 30, 2025 at 9:19 AM

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for now you can have the face that wasn't completely cursed and maybe pray for the curse to be lifted

#bitterwip #baldursgate3 #astarion

rough lineart sketch of astarion looking down

October 30, 2025 at 7:31 AM

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#tavqotd possibly #nsfw

Show me the photo your Tav sends to their "parent"(familial endearment) vs. the photo they send to their love interest.😉

has not updated her official, faerun fb/linkedin portrait in 10 years and probably won't anytime soon but astarion gets up to date ones 😌