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I feel so guilty about how long I held on to her in my head
So long
The amount of time that had passed
So long
The amount of time that had passed
December 31, 2025 at 7:08 AM
I feel so guilty about how long I held on to her in my head
So long
The amount of time that had passed
So long
The amount of time that had passed
It is not that I expect the worst of anybody. It's just that anybody expects the worst of anybody
December 20, 2025 at 11:15 AM
It is not that I expect the worst of anybody. It's just that anybody expects the worst of anybody
We are but dust in the breeze that is
life and love
both fleeting both reoccurring
Both everlasting
life and love
both fleeting both reoccurring
Both everlasting
December 17, 2025 at 9:27 AM
We are but dust in the breeze that is
life and love
both fleeting both reoccurring
Both everlasting
life and love
both fleeting both reoccurring
Both everlasting
I didn't want it to be true
I didn't know
Cause there was no warning
This is why we're so boring
I didn't know
Cause there was no warning
This is why we're so boring
December 17, 2025 at 9:25 AM
I didn't want it to be true
I didn't know
Cause there was no warning
This is why we're so boring
I didn't know
Cause there was no warning
This is why we're so boring
And like drugs once shes gone
I find myself empty
Hollow
Aimless
Im but a puppy with no real home
Thats how my heart feels
Sometimes I think how can I stop caring
So I lay in my bed and I waist in my pain i let it envelope me
The feeling becomes so common that sleep feels alien
Abstract
I find myself empty
Hollow
Aimless
Im but a puppy with no real home
Thats how my heart feels
Sometimes I think how can I stop caring
So I lay in my bed and I waist in my pain i let it envelope me
The feeling becomes so common that sleep feels alien
Abstract
December 14, 2025 at 12:47 PM
And like drugs once shes gone
I find myself empty
Hollow
Aimless
Im but a puppy with no real home
Thats how my heart feels
Sometimes I think how can I stop caring
So I lay in my bed and I waist in my pain i let it envelope me
The feeling becomes so common that sleep feels alien
Abstract
I find myself empty
Hollow
Aimless
Im but a puppy with no real home
Thats how my heart feels
Sometimes I think how can I stop caring
So I lay in my bed and I waist in my pain i let it envelope me
The feeling becomes so common that sleep feels alien
Abstract
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December 5, 2025 at 12:54 AM
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December 3, 2025 at 2:56 AM
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I was good enough for you for but a brief moment and its like a high being good enough just for you to notice me at the very least just enough to feel that warmth one more time when its so cold that even the embers of whats left past feel like a fire
Even the ashes from what's left over like the sun
Even the ashes from what's left over like the sun
November 23, 2025 at 6:30 AM
I was good enough for you for but a brief moment and its like a high being good enough just for you to notice me at the very least just enough to feel that warmth one more time when its so cold that even the embers of whats left past feel like a fire
Even the ashes from what's left over like the sun
Even the ashes from what's left over like the sun
Cast a spell to quell the tender heel.
Would it have been better to be washed away?
Can one survive the current?
Was it love or fear that made the tender heel?
Is that a good deal?
Having that one weakness on the field?
One not covered by the shield?
Would it have been better to be washed away?
Can one survive the current?
Was it love or fear that made the tender heel?
Is that a good deal?
Having that one weakness on the field?
One not covered by the shield?
November 22, 2025 at 6:44 AM
Cast a spell to quell the tender heel.
Would it have been better to be washed away?
Can one survive the current?
Was it love or fear that made the tender heel?
Is that a good deal?
Having that one weakness on the field?
One not covered by the shield?
Would it have been better to be washed away?
Can one survive the current?
Was it love or fear that made the tender heel?
Is that a good deal?
Having that one weakness on the field?
One not covered by the shield?
Odd like a vivid dream it was
Passed into with a gust it did
It never happened and after a while
It will never have existed
Passed into with a gust it did
It never happened and after a while
It will never have existed
November 22, 2025 at 6:28 AM
Odd like a vivid dream it was
Passed into with a gust it did
It never happened and after a while
It will never have existed
Passed into with a gust it did
It never happened and after a while
It will never have existed
Why's everything the hardes.t
When you're fears are the closest and you're dreams the furthest.
When you're fears are the closest and you're dreams the furthest.
November 22, 2025 at 5:18 AM
Why's everything the hardes.t
When you're fears are the closest and you're dreams the furthest.
When you're fears are the closest and you're dreams the furthest.
I pushed her away
The current will take us in its own way.
I know it's okay.
But what can I say to have made you stay?
When you've already thought to move away?
No I'm not okay
I miss you everyday
I should of said the right things.
My heart sings for you even if your's is closed towards me.
I sing.
The current will take us in its own way.
I know it's okay.
But what can I say to have made you stay?
When you've already thought to move away?
No I'm not okay
I miss you everyday
I should of said the right things.
My heart sings for you even if your's is closed towards me.
I sing.
November 12, 2025 at 8:12 AM
I pushed her away
The current will take us in its own way.
I know it's okay.
But what can I say to have made you stay?
When you've already thought to move away?
No I'm not okay
I miss you everyday
I should of said the right things.
My heart sings for you even if your's is closed towards me.
I sing.
The current will take us in its own way.
I know it's okay.
But what can I say to have made you stay?
When you've already thought to move away?
No I'm not okay
I miss you everyday
I should of said the right things.
My heart sings for you even if your's is closed towards me.
I sing.
Broken in mind
Encased in body
Gripping to spirit
The Hearts fragmentary clutched in the palm of the left as the right reaches
Encased in body
Gripping to spirit
The Hearts fragmentary clutched in the palm of the left as the right reaches
November 10, 2025 at 8:01 AM
Broken in mind
Encased in body
Gripping to spirit
The Hearts fragmentary clutched in the palm of the left as the right reaches
Encased in body
Gripping to spirit
The Hearts fragmentary clutched in the palm of the left as the right reaches
There's no real treatment for this
You kinda just grit your teeth till they break or till you do
You kinda just grit your teeth till they break or till you do
November 9, 2025 at 8:00 AM
There's no real treatment for this
You kinda just grit your teeth till they break or till you do
You kinda just grit your teeth till they break or till you do
Its not fair
How you dont care
We weren't a pair what a fool I was to care when you never cared
What a fool I was to have dared
To move against the stream with a current so strong I was always wrong I was not a fish but a prawn low than a pawn
Below the board where the pieces are played
How you dont care
We weren't a pair what a fool I was to care when you never cared
What a fool I was to have dared
To move against the stream with a current so strong I was always wrong I was not a fish but a prawn low than a pawn
Below the board where the pieces are played
November 9, 2025 at 7:55 AM
Its not fair
How you dont care
We weren't a pair what a fool I was to care when you never cared
What a fool I was to have dared
To move against the stream with a current so strong I was always wrong I was not a fish but a prawn low than a pawn
Below the board where the pieces are played
How you dont care
We weren't a pair what a fool I was to care when you never cared
What a fool I was to have dared
To move against the stream with a current so strong I was always wrong I was not a fish but a prawn low than a pawn
Below the board where the pieces are played
I guess it doesn't matter
All the pain
All the confusion
All the betrayal
All the pain
All the confusion
All the betrayal
November 5, 2025 at 10:26 PM
I guess it doesn't matter
All the pain
All the confusion
All the betrayal
All the pain
All the confusion
All the betrayal
Fingers past tendineae composing rhythm.
Strings to a harp.
Only the soul can hear its notes
The mind can only translate.
Lips cannot form the words to a language only few can decipher.
Strings to a harp.
Only the soul can hear its notes
The mind can only translate.
Lips cannot form the words to a language only few can decipher.
November 4, 2025 at 2:03 AM
Fingers past tendineae composing rhythm.
Strings to a harp.
Only the soul can hear its notes
The mind can only translate.
Lips cannot form the words to a language only few can decipher.
Strings to a harp.
Only the soul can hear its notes
The mind can only translate.
Lips cannot form the words to a language only few can decipher.
Now that i can get on every dating app i dont want too
Cause none of them are...
Cause none of them are...
November 3, 2025 at 5:33 AM
Now that i can get on every dating app i dont want too
Cause none of them are...
Cause none of them are...
Arthur Rackham 1867-1939
November 3, 2025 at 2:29 AM
Arthur Rackham 1867-1939
None of them are her
November 3, 2025 at 12:06 AM
None of them are her
The world is a simulation
Where no one knows you
Just a prop in the background
The controller was never in your hands
You didn't grasp your life
Where no one knows you
Just a prop in the background
The controller was never in your hands
You didn't grasp your life
November 2, 2025 at 10:50 PM
The world is a simulation
Where no one knows you
Just a prop in the background
The controller was never in your hands
You didn't grasp your life
Where no one knows you
Just a prop in the background
The controller was never in your hands
You didn't grasp your life
How are you now day's anyway?
November 1, 2025 at 3:38 AM
How are you now day's anyway?