Pinned
what if I don't wanna win? what if I don't want to sacrifice what it takes to?
January 17, 2026 at 4:23 PM
what if I don't wanna win? what if I don't want to sacrifice what it takes to?
I like making people feel good, i know that for a fact. and for whatever reason it's a whole lot better when they hurt me too
January 17, 2026 at 4:15 PM
I like making people feel good, i know that for a fact. and for whatever reason it's a whole lot better when they hurt me too
you have permission to exist while the heart still beats
January 17, 2026 at 4:12 PM
you have permission to exist while the heart still beats
I end up missing the people who abuse me the most.
January 17, 2026 at 9:00 AM
I end up missing the people who abuse me the most.
is it more noble to worship mercy than cruelty?
January 9, 2026 at 8:23 AM
is it more noble to worship mercy than cruelty?
I have no desire to be some divine truth seeker, I just want to be loved
January 9, 2026 at 8:08 AM
I have no desire to be some divine truth seeker, I just want to be loved
there's nothing good to see here
January 8, 2026 at 11:05 PM
there's nothing good to see here
personal nihilism is based on a foundational desire to confront self delusions, which is compelling to those who experience trauma in the context of failure to self regulate
January 8, 2026 at 3:20 AM
personal nihilism is based on a foundational desire to confront self delusions, which is compelling to those who experience trauma in the context of failure to self regulate
I desire to be cruel to myself. It feels nice.
January 8, 2026 at 3:14 AM
I desire to be cruel to myself. It feels nice.
the perception that life has inherent meaning is dangerously close to the experience of psychosis
January 8, 2026 at 3:12 AM
the perception that life has inherent meaning is dangerously close to the experience of psychosis
whether it is said or shown, the message must be communicated
January 7, 2026 at 7:26 AM
whether it is said or shown, the message must be communicated
sympathy without action is incompetent, action without sympathy is ambivalence, both together is healing
January 7, 2026 at 7:25 AM
sympathy without action is incompetent, action without sympathy is ambivalence, both together is healing
if you were alone in the whole universe you would never have peace, because the potentiality is gone, it would merely place you at war with yourself, this is why there must be separation between the experiences of living things, so they can act in accordance to their nature, which is love
January 7, 2026 at 4:08 AM
if you were alone in the whole universe you would never have peace, because the potentiality is gone, it would merely place you at war with yourself, this is why there must be separation between the experiences of living things, so they can act in accordance to their nature, which is love
peace is between living things, it's potential is always there, actualized amongst them, it replaces entropy with love
January 7, 2026 at 4:04 AM
peace is between living things, it's potential is always there, actualized amongst them, it replaces entropy with love
you cannot be at peace alone, because entropy is cruelty, a force more powerful than yourself
January 7, 2026 at 4:03 AM
you cannot be at peace alone, because entropy is cruelty, a force more powerful than yourself
you may find peace inside yourself, but if you discount it in others, it will not exist in the world you do
January 7, 2026 at 3:58 AM
you may find peace inside yourself, but if you discount it in others, it will not exist in the world you do
empathy is latent peace, benevolence is vengeance against disharmonious action, where this is done, justice is restored
January 7, 2026 at 3:55 AM
empathy is latent peace, benevolence is vengeance against disharmonious action, where this is done, justice is restored
I think maybe I have begun to feel the light and dark buried together in me for so long
January 7, 2026 at 3:41 AM
I think maybe I have begun to feel the light and dark buried together in me for so long
the empathy must have value, for itself is an act, an action of thought and feeling, but until it actualizes it's value remains only potentiality
January 7, 2026 at 3:36 AM
the empathy must have value, for itself is an act, an action of thought and feeling, but until it actualizes it's value remains only potentiality
but to have no empathy at all is also meaningless
January 7, 2026 at 3:35 AM
but to have no empathy at all is also meaningless
the error is simply placing the sentiment and intention of the action ahead of the value of the action itself
January 7, 2026 at 3:34 AM
the error is simply placing the sentiment and intention of the action ahead of the value of the action itself
when I burn away until there's nothing left, I just want to hold on to whoever was really there for me
January 6, 2026 at 12:51 PM
when I burn away until there's nothing left, I just want to hold on to whoever was really there for me
love is never letting go
January 6, 2026 at 5:43 AM
love is never letting go
emotions are evolutionary logic
January 6, 2026 at 5:03 AM
emotions are evolutionary logic