I know "we shouldn't compare each other" but seeing how happy my cousins are with their partners make me feel so alone. It's the brainworms, but I genuinly think I am not a loveable person. A good friend, maybe, but never the first choice. Never the one who could be a lover. And I still yearn for it

Hello! My friend and I updated our #Ivantill #fanfiction Before We Die. Chapter 6 is currently out.

- Clone Ivan x Rebellion Member Till
- Till is planning something and Ivan have a mental breakdown
- They have some sexual tension at the end

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Since it's impossible for Zander to see it here, I can say it. I created a whole universe with a deadly disease and the protagonist is a doctor's apprentice called Kovir Brandis. I'm planning this story to be a series with short episodes. I wrote the first episode.