I would miss you very badly. I miss you fairly often already when you don't show up for a while.

If you try to "network" with me I hope you get shot.

And considering it's almost always USians, the odds are in my favor.

So yeah I do think you have a voice like that. Keep in mind you will never accurately hear what you sound like yourself. Recordings of me sound horrifingly different from how I hear myself.

Ironically I was reminded of your voice as I was listening to another video that made me have this realization. I do genuinely think your voice is super cute!

I am extremely guilty of waiting for someone to actually hurt me before I feel like I'm "allowed" to block someone. The constant guilt-tripping and gaslighting has actively made me get worse in that regard.

I still check here every day!

Try and remind yourself that school is just a thing you try to survive. Not losing sight of the fact that it's literally designed to harm you might help in not letting it crush you.

I'd be doing a lot better if words were not available to me

Good to see you're still here!

My favorite is when long rows of elseif doesn't have a final "else" at the end so the program still manages to break in mysterious ways.

Using the search feature was a good decision today...

Everyone loves to LARP as being anti-capitalist but being ace makes it painfully obvious how deeply transactional any and all relationships are to others.

It's genuinely jarring that despite being marginalized in so many different ways, that simply being ace is by far the biggest reason I am completely alone. People are open to changing their worldview on disability, psychiatry, sanism, xenogenders, at least rarely.

But only if they'd get to fuck me.