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hinterlander
@hinterlander.bsky.social
Falling between the cracks on purpose.
Travel writing, essays, poetry, and songs at https://hinterlander.substack.com
A trip into the aftermath of the 2023 Turkey-Syria earthquakes. Stories of survival and life in the wreckage of Antakya. Meditations on life and death.

https://hinterlander.substack.com/p/this-neighborhood-became-a-graveyard
This Neighborhood Became a Graveyard
“I was trying to reach the jet pilots,” Nur says, “the jet pilots and the snipers.” “Reach them how?” I say. She says the bombers would only fly over on clear days. The children would wake up and come outside; for a brief moment they were happy in the beautiful weather, and then they would remember what it meant and their faces would fall. The first sign of the bombers would be a glint of reflected sunlight just above the horizon, silent, ominous. Then came the drone of the engines. But the most terrifying sound was the electric whine of the bomb bays opening. When the first explosions came, if you could hear them then you at least knew that you were still alive. But there was always a second strike. The planes would spiral higher and higher and that time was the worst, waiting, knowing that more bombs would come but not when or where. The pilots were so high, so far from the ground, that they couldn't see that these were human beings below them.
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May 1, 2023 at 5:42 PM
Her mezar bir bahçedir, her bahçe mezar
Her geçen öğretmendir, öğrenci dahi geçer

Every grave is a garden,
every garden a grave
Every passerby* is a teacher,
even the student passes away

* also "dead person"
April 21, 2023 at 8:15 PM
A beast with no shape and every shape
Squats vast, unseen, bones piled on bones
Arteries branching, bloodlines entangled
Ravenous, gobbling, succulent, festering
Trillions of mouths,
out of one I call mine
comes this song
April 19, 2023 at 6:52 PM
In this conservative Turkish city, drinking in public during daylight hours is frowned upon, not just alcohol but even water, because it's Ramadan. The few open cafes put up barriers lest we be seen from the street, and sipping tea with a friend feels a little perverted. Social pressure is powerful!
April 19, 2023 at 6:09 PM
Water learns to chase the mountain's wrinkles
The mountain learns the river's wild bends
The sands of time spill from their eternal kiss
The beach learns the shape of my foot
And then, under the ocean's tongue, forgets
April 15, 2023 at 8:29 PM
I just need to ask ya a coupla questions Mr. Bluesky. Bluesky, is that Polish or somethin? Are ya a Rusky, Bluesky?

Look, we know ya was runnin a numbers racket, we got all the evidence we need. Just tell me the truth and they'll go easier on ya!
April 11, 2023 at 8:25 PM
Being back in Istanbul and seeing how the wealthy live here has got me thinking about an essay I wrote last year. I'm still fascinated by the question of how wealth and freedom can lead to spiritual poverty. Here it is:

https://hinterlander.substack.com/p/the-sultan-and-the-shepherd
April 11, 2023 at 7:45 PM
This song will put an itch inside your armor
This rasping voice cuts prison bars
This whisper loosens any knot
This honeyed voice will steal your heart
This silence sneaks us past the guards
to run out naked in the summer night
April 11, 2023 at 6:32 PM