sorry about the rant yet again ^^;; lots of feeling bottled up
hopefully things can be brighter and get better, and I just gotta keep my head up.

and the constant comparing myself to others would play a part of it as well and i really wanna stop it but it's an ongoing battle for my self-worth, especially with my limited knowledge in art and animation.

i wanna enjoy art forever and i wanna keep drawing for the rest of my life. i dont wanna lose that spark because algorithms like to be picky. losing yhe spark is like losing a MASSIVE part of me

even my friends get ignored by the algorithm, it made us sometimes wonder what we're doing wrong, and i hate how it would affect us mentally cuz we wanna be successful and make art our jobs,career and livelihood

he's so babygirl