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@helmyths.bsky.social
· Jun 14
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"It appears only to those who are pure of heart and have a strong desire to see it"
Very weird thing my brain does where I get so happy about something that I bring it to my den (bed) and stash it there cause it comforts me and this is why I've been sleeping with the books anna got me since I got them fdghjkl ?!
December 14, 2025 at 5:58 AM
Very weird thing my brain does where I get so happy about something that I bring it to my den (bed) and stash it there cause it comforts me and this is why I've been sleeping with the books anna got me since I got them fdghjkl ?!
Never thought about it until now, but on r***'s private account he would complain very often about systems that he felt didn't have DID the "right" way and said REALLY cruel stuff about "fakers" and I'm realizing now it was very very necessary for us to stop being friends.
December 13, 2025 at 7:31 AM
Never thought about it until now, but on r***'s private account he would complain very often about systems that he felt didn't have DID the "right" way and said REALLY cruel stuff about "fakers" and I'm realizing now it was very very necessary for us to stop being friends.
Ball x pit coming in with the steel chair, THIS GAME IS CRAZYY.
December 13, 2025 at 6:15 AM
Ball x pit coming in with the steel chair, THIS GAME IS CRAZYY.
I have to say I do love switching back and forth between talking about me (the fronting alter) and Me (collectively) in the same message and just leaving it to the other person to pick up what I'm putting down.
December 11, 2025 at 7:40 AM
I have to say I do love switching back and forth between talking about me (the fronting alter) and Me (collectively) in the same message and just leaving it to the other person to pick up what I'm putting down.
When are we going to talk about this because it's getting REALLY weird.
December 7, 2025 at 6:15 PM
When are we going to talk about this because it's getting REALLY weird.
GUHHHH. Whenever I get a fleeting idea my brain fixates on it and I want to do it Right Now instead of waiting. Fighting the urge to impulse buy KH........
December 6, 2025 at 7:18 PM
GUHHHH. Whenever I get a fleeting idea my brain fixates on it and I want to do it Right Now instead of waiting. Fighting the urge to impulse buy KH........
The games are on steam......................thinking emoji....
December 5, 2025 at 5:17 AM
The games are on steam......................thinking emoji....
Maybe it was a good thing I got stuck on KH1 and stopped playing from frustration. I think if I had made it to the 2nd game and gotten to the Lion King portion it would have done something kinda crazy to kid me's head.
December 5, 2025 at 5:17 AM
Maybe it was a good thing I got stuck on KH1 and stopped playing from frustration. I think if I had made it to the 2nd game and gotten to the Lion King portion it would have done something kinda crazy to kid me's head.
Kaycee's Mod has become a part of my daily routine, I play 2 rounds before I do anything else on the computer....
December 4, 2025 at 6:16 AM
Kaycee's Mod has become a part of my daily routine, I play 2 rounds before I do anything else on the computer....
I wholeheartedly believe if I had a small server of friends I trusted enough to post my art to, I would easily leave the wider internet...
December 3, 2025 at 4:36 AM
I wholeheartedly believe if I had a small server of friends I trusted enough to post my art to, I would easily leave the wider internet...
I'll never forget my mom casually dropping that she used to "pop" me on my hand or leg/butt when I did stuff she didn't like as an infant...like trying to put something in my mouth for example. YOU KNOW, NORMAL BABY STUFF. I never had a chance man 😭
December 1, 2025 at 8:38 PM
I'll never forget my mom casually dropping that she used to "pop" me on my hand or leg/butt when I did stuff she didn't like as an infant...like trying to put something in my mouth for example. YOU KNOW, NORMAL BABY STUFF. I never had a chance man 😭
Once as a child, a sub teacher wrote a bad note in my planner for being too talkative (undiagnosed ADHD) & I immediately started scream-crying bc I was so terrified of my parents hurting me when they saw it. It was a tossup on if they would for anything I did so I assumed the worst every time.
December 1, 2025 at 8:29 PM
Once as a child, a sub teacher wrote a bad note in my planner for being too talkative (undiagnosed ADHD) & I immediately started scream-crying bc I was so terrified of my parents hurting me when they saw it. It was a tossup on if they would for anything I did so I assumed the worst every time.
Post reminded me of how I used to tolerate any task that involved water- so baths and washing the dishes, because I would bring my toys and create an elaborate fantasy roleplay scenario out of it which would make both things take me HOURS and I went through so much bath foam and S.O.S pads.
December 1, 2025 at 6:49 PM
Post reminded me of how I used to tolerate any task that involved water- so baths and washing the dishes, because I would bring my toys and create an elaborate fantasy roleplay scenario out of it which would make both things take me HOURS and I went through so much bath foam and S.O.S pads.
WAIT I FORGOT, LOOK WHAT WE SAW AT THE PET STORE TODAY
November 30, 2025 at 4:16 AM
WAIT I FORGOT, LOOK WHAT WE SAW AT THE PET STORE TODAY
I really can’t express how much that whole discussion made me lose all respect for him as a person, like it's actually going to be hard for me to even fake warmth towards him at this point and that's something I never thought I'd say, I never thought it would get this bad 😭
November 29, 2025 at 6:49 PM
I really can’t express how much that whole discussion made me lose all respect for him as a person, like it's actually going to be hard for me to even fake warmth towards him at this point and that's something I never thought I'd say, I never thought it would get this bad 😭
Oh I forgot to say in response to this, my dad laughed at me and said I'm just hyperfocused on creating problems and I should have been grateful to receive a message period. And that I need to be more accountable for the role I played in his decision to not celebrate my birthday.
Well my birthday was. fine. My cat was sick for most of the day. Half my friends didn't say anything to me. My father couldn't even fake affection enough to send me his own words, he sent me an image and called it a day. Also didn't get me anything but that was expected. - 5/10
November 29, 2025 at 6:35 PM
Oh I forgot to say in response to this, my dad laughed at me and said I'm just hyperfocused on creating problems and I should have been grateful to receive a message period. And that I need to be more accountable for the role I played in his decision to not celebrate my birthday.
If half my brain didn’t hate social media, I would be soooooo much more mentally ill online. I would have accounts for every Zyterra character and let them talk freely.
November 29, 2025 at 5:10 AM
If half my brain didn’t hate social media, I would be soooooo much more mentally ill online. I would have accounts for every Zyterra character and let them talk freely.
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Added greens to the lineup for a veggie!
The food prep has begun. We are doing mac & cheese, sweet potato souffle, and steak this year. The souffle takes the longest because I have sensory issues and if I don't puree the yams very throughly I won't eat it cause I HATE tasting stringy bits in souffle 😭
November 27, 2025 at 9:05 PM
Added greens to the lineup for a veggie!
The food prep has begun. We are doing mac & cheese, sweet potato souffle, and steak this year. The souffle takes the longest because I have sensory issues and if I don't puree the yams very throughly I won't eat it cause I HATE tasting stringy bits in souffle 😭
November 27, 2025 at 6:14 PM
The food prep has begun. We are doing mac & cheese, sweet potato souffle, and steak this year. The souffle takes the longest because I have sensory issues and if I don't puree the yams very throughly I won't eat it cause I HATE tasting stringy bits in souffle 😭
My uni friend got me this jellycat for my birthday last year, and I'll be so fr I was really neutral on it cause I thought it was a bit boring and kind of ugly, but I'm just now seeing how it resembles Kam and I'm a lot more fond of it. My sweetie pie.
November 27, 2025 at 4:00 AM
My uni friend got me this jellycat for my birthday last year, and I'll be so fr I was really neutral on it cause I thought it was a bit boring and kind of ugly, but I'm just now seeing how it resembles Kam and I'm a lot more fond of it. My sweetie pie.
The reality is that he loves me, in the way that a parent is generally obligated to love their child, but he very clearly doesn't like me or feel any curiousity about me, which may as well be not loving me at all, in my opinion. Especially when I have always tried to understand and connect with him.
November 26, 2025 at 10:13 PM
The reality is that he loves me, in the way that a parent is generally obligated to love their child, but he very clearly doesn't like me or feel any curiousity about me, which may as well be not loving me at all, in my opinion. Especially when I have always tried to understand and connect with him.
It didn't go very well lol. I think we are both too stubborn to see fault in how we handled anything, and everything I brought up was deflected with a "Well YOU could have reached out at any point so you can't be upset with me."
November 26, 2025 at 10:12 PM
It didn't go very well lol. I think we are both too stubborn to see fault in how we handled anything, and everything I brought up was deflected with a "Well YOU could have reached out at any point so you can't be upset with me."