roland / amirah, a 2016 FFXlV sprout.
@heavereia.bsky.social
20+, BM / ENG. | a her / she man. | about: https://begedilbard.straw.page/. | a tenno (started on 21/8/2025, mastery rank 8) & wol (started on 4/1/2026, at HVWD). | 📧: [email protected]. | 💜: @nosthoth.bsky.social. | #artlog | #musiclog | #oclog.
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The Devil's Triad... but make it wuxia / xianxia. Because I've been re-reading all my danmei again, erm...
The Devil's Triad... but make it wuxia / xianxia. Because I've been re-reading all my danmei again, erm...
me and my partner on deadlock, ready to accidentally lose lane or eat 'em enemies up.
February 11, 2026 at 9:08 AM
me and my partner on deadlock, ready to accidentally lose lane or eat 'em enemies up.
me and my homies about to move to team speak or google meet or SOMETHING.
February 10, 2026 at 7:22 AM
me and my homies about to move to team speak or google meet or SOMETHING.
Reposted by roland / amirah, a 2016 FFXlV sprout.
"Hey men" and they're the triad 😭😭 #warframefanart
February 10, 2026 at 4:44 AM
"Hey men" and they're the triad 😭😭 #warframefanart
my old Hwei / JhinHwei mutuals going back to or learning about V from DMC5.... Yes, Please play my comfort game. It's my first DMC game and it's warrrrrmmm. And fun.
February 10, 2026 at 4:47 AM
my old Hwei / JhinHwei mutuals going back to or learning about V from DMC5.... Yes, Please play my comfort game. It's my first DMC game and it's warrrrrmmm. And fun.
anyway, on a positive note, me and my partner have been reading deadlock lore together, and we adore the characters and world so much... 💕 ! the game update's been a blast for me and i glad i came back for it.
February 10, 2026 at 4:19 AM
anyway, on a positive note, me and my partner have been reading deadlock lore together, and we adore the characters and world so much... 💕 ! the game update's been a blast for me and i glad i came back for it.
like i said, glad i left its' games and its' community that seem to worship riot games to death, like a cult.
Riot spent a decade developing a fighting game then laid off around 80 developers less than one month after release:
aftermath.site/2xko-riot-rele...
aftermath.site/2xko-riot-rele...
February 10, 2026 at 4:09 AM
like i said, glad i left its' games and its' community that seem to worship riot games to death, like a cult.
*melancholic talk from someone that was isolated for almost two decades.
anyway, i got home after meeting a workmate and their friend and.. when me and their friend sat down as we wait for the workmate to finish up prayers, she talked about her life and.. i felt??? sad. melancholic. like,.. touched?
anyway, i got home after meeting a workmate and their friend and.. when me and their friend sat down as we wait for the workmate to finish up prayers, she talked about her life and.. i felt??? sad. melancholic. like,.. touched?
February 9, 2026 at 2:08 PM
*melancholic talk from someone that was isolated for almost two decades.
anyway, i got home after meeting a workmate and their friend and.. when me and their friend sat down as we wait for the workmate to finish up prayers, she talked about her life and.. i felt??? sad. melancholic. like,.. touched?
anyway, i got home after meeting a workmate and their friend and.. when me and their friend sat down as we wait for the workmate to finish up prayers, she talked about her life and.. i felt??? sad. melancholic. like,.. touched?
if there is a list out there of the ppl that did the callout post and left the zine because the mod drew art of a final fantasy canon straight couple, i would love to block them all, man. sounds like boring ppl and boring art.
February 9, 2026 at 1:07 PM
if there is a list out there of the ppl that did the callout post and left the zine because the mod drew art of a final fantasy canon straight couple, i would love to block them all, man. sounds like boring ppl and boring art.
pissed off asf. and i grew up with tidus / yuna. everyone-- EVERYONE SINCE THEN AND NOW know they're the big names of final fantasy couples. AND MY FIRST GAME FOR FINAL FANTASY IS FFXIV. I only watched my uncle play ff with tidus and yuna when i was a kid and i found them cute.
February 9, 2026 at 12:55 PM
pissed off asf. and i grew up with tidus / yuna. everyone-- EVERYONE SINCE THEN AND NOW know they're the big names of final fantasy couples. AND MY FIRST GAME FOR FINAL FANTASY IS FFXIV. I only watched my uncle play ff with tidus and yuna when i was a kid and i found them cute.
Reposted by roland / amirah, a 2016 FFXlV sprout.
One last thing: to the artists that dropped out and are afraid of being associated with this because of the callout. You're hypocrites. I hope u know that. Throwing a fellow artist under the bus will NOT help you when they come for you too - and they will. As soon as you do something they dont like.
This is horrible. Ren has always been a good friend and I really enjoyed being in the last zine they organised.
It's actually insane to see these people win by having the project be shut down, but the damage they do to people's reputation and mental health is real.
It's actually insane to see these people win by having the project be shut down, but the damage they do to people's reputation and mental health is real.
[PROJECT HIATUS NOTICE]
February 8, 2026 at 11:32 PM
One last thing: to the artists that dropped out and are afraid of being associated with this because of the callout. You're hypocrites. I hope u know that. Throwing a fellow artist under the bus will NOT help you when they come for you too - and they will. As soon as you do something they dont like.
Reposted by roland / amirah, a 2016 FFXlV sprout.
thanks everyone for reaching out to me.
im really overwhelmed by the support i got from y'all; i'm not used to be harassed like this but the recent incident really makes me scared about my safety.
i'll still be checking here to make sure that some mutuals/followers can reconnect with me.
im really overwhelmed by the support i got from y'all; i'm not used to be harassed like this but the recent incident really makes me scared about my safety.
i'll still be checking here to make sure that some mutuals/followers can reconnect with me.
February 8, 2026 at 9:40 PM
thanks everyone for reaching out to me.
im really overwhelmed by the support i got from y'all; i'm not used to be harassed like this but the recent incident really makes me scared about my safety.
i'll still be checking here to make sure that some mutuals/followers can reconnect with me.
im really overwhelmed by the support i got from y'all; i'm not used to be harassed like this but the recent incident really makes me scared about my safety.
i'll still be checking here to make sure that some mutuals/followers can reconnect with me.
Reposted by roland / amirah, a 2016 FFXlV sprout.
i was frequently bullied and made fun of for my hobbies growing up. video games and anime were my comfort mediums.
and i dont want some fucking troll to trample me over some art of fictional consenting characters fucking.
and i dont want some fucking troll to trample me over some art of fictional consenting characters fucking.
February 8, 2026 at 9:42 PM
i was frequently bullied and made fun of for my hobbies growing up. video games and anime were my comfort mediums.
and i dont want some fucking troll to trample me over some art of fictional consenting characters fucking.
and i dont want some fucking troll to trample me over some art of fictional consenting characters fucking.
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it makes me so fucking pissed that some no-life anti decided to stumble upon my NSFW, shared it to their friends and make it everyone's problem to the point a big FF artist i was aquainted to decided to break mutuals and block me for this false accusation.
February 8, 2026 at 9:40 PM
it makes me so fucking pissed that some no-life anti decided to stumble upon my NSFW, shared it to their friends and make it everyone's problem to the point a big FF artist i was aquainted to decided to break mutuals and block me for this false accusation.
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in light of the targeted harrasment, i also have decided to close my NSFW account out of my own safety.
i live in a conservative environment and i don't want my parents and some irl folks to find out that i draw NSFW.
i live in a conservative environment and i don't want my parents and some irl folks to find out that i draw NSFW.
February 8, 2026 at 11:10 AM
in light of the targeted harrasment, i also have decided to close my NSFW account out of my own safety.
i live in a conservative environment and i don't want my parents and some irl folks to find out that i draw NSFW.
i live in a conservative environment and i don't want my parents and some irl folks to find out that i draw NSFW.
Reposted by roland / amirah, a 2016 FFXlV sprout.
i've made a new account in light of this situation.
if anyone wants to follow my new acc, please DM me! also i ask that please do not expose this new account since bluesky has no private accounts, and my safety is currently compromised bcos of this.
if anyone wants to follow my new acc, please DM me! also i ask that please do not expose this new account since bluesky has no private accounts, and my safety is currently compromised bcos of this.
February 8, 2026 at 11:09 AM
i've made a new account in light of this situation.
if anyone wants to follow my new acc, please DM me! also i ask that please do not expose this new account since bluesky has no private accounts, and my safety is currently compromised bcos of this.
if anyone wants to follow my new acc, please DM me! also i ask that please do not expose this new account since bluesky has no private accounts, and my safety is currently compromised bcos of this.
Reposted by roland / amirah, a 2016 FFXlV sprout.
Ren and I don't really interact with each other but the fact that we're both southeast asian and Muslim have always brought me a semblance of community here, and finding out you people are actively putting a sibling of mine in danger over A FUCKING SHIP is infuriating.
February 8, 2026 at 8:57 PM
Ren and I don't really interact with each other but the fact that we're both southeast asian and Muslim have always brought me a semblance of community here, and finding out you people are actively putting a sibling of mine in danger over A FUCKING SHIP is infuriating.
Reposted by roland / amirah, a 2016 FFXlV sprout.
You harassed a Muslim person out of this community because they drew NSFW of tidus/yuna of all ships (a ship that already has a sizeable amount of NSFW since the game existed). There are exactly zero words to describe how angry I am right now
February 8, 2026 at 8:54 PM
You harassed a Muslim person out of this community because they drew NSFW of tidus/yuna of all ships (a ship that already has a sizeable amount of NSFW since the game existed). There are exactly zero words to describe how angry I am right now
Reposted by roland / amirah, a 2016 FFXlV sprout.
My heart sank when I found out who got harassed and this is why I don't trust and will immediately block ANYONE who has "proship dni" in their bios
February 8, 2026 at 8:54 PM
My heart sank when I found out who got harassed and this is why I don't trust and will immediately block ANYONE who has "proship dni" in their bios
naurrr, my workmate that is a fudanshi that loves yaoi stuff.. he said he's homophobicccc. man
February 9, 2026 at 11:52 AM
naurrr, my workmate that is a fudanshi that loves yaoi stuff.. he said he's homophobicccc. man
i didn't know ppl had a problem with sabrina carpenter writing about her hatred and/or love for men. it's like someone going at anybody about what they draw / write and goin, "YOU TALK ABOUT THIS TOO MUCH. i don't like it." it was for me. and it seems it's for you too. you're still talking about it.
February 9, 2026 at 5:55 AM
i didn't know ppl had a problem with sabrina carpenter writing about her hatred and/or love for men. it's like someone going at anybody about what they draw / write and goin, "YOU TALK ABOUT THIS TOO MUCH. i don't like it." it was for me. and it seems it's for you too. you're still talking about it.
was with @daemon-neko.bsky.social and @nosthoth.bsky.social. 💕
February 9, 2026 at 5:24 AM
was with @daemon-neko.bsky.social and @nosthoth.bsky.social. 💕
I played deadlock again after the new update and GOD, THEY IMPROVED THE GAME BY SO MUCH. IT'S JUST SUCH A GOOD UPDATE. FOR ME, it felt much more concise and playable.
February 8, 2026 at 4:49 AM
I played deadlock again after the new update and GOD, THEY IMPROVED THE GAME BY SO MUCH. IT'S JUST SUCH A GOOD UPDATE. FOR ME, it felt much more concise and playable.
quick doodle last night before i passed out and got a fever. HAH
February 8, 2026 at 4:38 AM
quick doodle last night before i passed out and got a fever. HAH
did me, deleting laterz
February 7, 2026 at 3:19 PM
did me, deleting laterz
