Hes the only person i have willingly been sexual with. Im 30 now. And honestly i really just want to be drunk and get fucked in a bar bathroom just to feel like i can. But i know in my heart that wont happen either.

Ill probably delete these soon but it really isnt like anyone will care if i do

I have amazing friends who are doing everything they can to help. And i know im loved platonically. But i havent felt romantically loved in a really long time, and im honestly so scared i never will again

Not to mention because he didnt respect my boundaries of putting my switch back on dock, they took it and god knows when ill get it back. Not to mention if they break anything it doesnt matter. One of them dropped the switch on our hardwood floor and just shrugged as he picked it up.

Then i get told he had a stash of secret condoms in what should have had my spare glasses. As im trying so hard to move past the hurt and shit i then get told cops have found things on his devices they took.

Dirty and to plan to meet her. He ignored my BEGGING for intimacy to go to what he knew was a potential setup.
(Which im so glad it was and nobody got hurt)

Im hoping to snag a design i vibe w just gotta see if money and everything lines up ♡

Ahh i love them

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I hate this keyboard. Ignore the typo

Same

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Yee! Im not sure exact yet i just know when i see it ill know