nononononono!!! this is awful!!! i'm glad you survived that, also...void teeth?!

I had one tooth that I lost three times before the final one came in and my dentist was like...I'm tired of seeing this tooth

one of mine was growing up into my sinuses and one was literally at risk of cracking my jaw, because I have Monster Wisdom Teeth apparently. I woke up from anesthesia screaming at the end of surgery, like bloody murder, and then I started having a panic attack. I can't imagine waking up IN surgery 🤯

all four of my wisdom teeth are gone, but they were royally fucked up - one of them was three times the size of my molars lol. so now I have this like....pressure vacuum? empty void pressure release? but also I had to go into the hospital and have it done by a super special face doctor.

okay he's taking the whole hidden things a little toooooo literally for me

(asking only for you) where's your Hades or Pluto? also .... scream

I can't eat it but I want to eat it

and through it all - i moved into my own space, i cultivated my own life, and at the disintegration of union, i walked away feeling more full and satisfied and free than i ever have before

in a way, it was also my greatest lesson from Saturn, a mirror held up to my face asking me to assess in a different light, and then a different light, until i found someone i recognized, Saturn asking me if I finally learned to see in the dark again, since he is the Light in my chart

my entire 12H year being spent in a cocoon where I learned the ways i enjoy being seen, what makes me feel unseen, learning my boundaries and bettering my own communication skills, learning to be soft again, but also when to put my foot down....it was my greatest journey with Venus yet.

despite the many reasons, as I sit in the weirdly snowy night, my cat purring away on me, reflecting on the past [vague amount of time] i realized that....that was the moment, however long before the time actually arrived

it was freeing to begin and end something but to never stop choosing myself

he would've been like MOMMY? sorry.... MOMMY?!!! SORRY!!!! but in a bad way pffff

like Victor got his entire inspiration from PRAYING TO AN ARCHANGEL ?!!!!!!???????!!!!!!!

people are entitled to their opinions but point blank dismissing the overt Catholic overtones of the movie from a Mexican director who talks about Catholicism in his works, and dismissing that Victor = Church/God (in his own mind), The Creature = Christ, and Elizabeth = The Bride of Christ

SCREAMING BECAUSE HER BUG DRESSES