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@gothicum.bsky.social
🔞 MDNI | nearing 30's | 🏳️‍🌈
unhinged and unfiltered ghoulette
personal account, just venting to the void.
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my #promosky ( #promotwt ) #introduction ~

🏳️‍🌈 lgbtq+
🧙‍♀️ witchy, alt & goth
🎶 polyjamorous
🧟‍♀️ ghoulette ( ghost <3)
🎮 Deadlock, Rimworld, Stardew Valley && much more
🐾 kitty owner
🕵️‍♀️ true crime & criminology
📚 books & psychology
📷 art
🖥️ technology, OSINT & data privacy
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ya person went from being the most feral being on the planet just wishing I could devour my man to crying so hard I've actually bruised my eyes. that's fucking funny, I didn't even realize that's a thing. man. I'm just. idk. I've lost it all I guess. I lost my all. I lost most my friends. idk.
February 2, 2026 at 10:34 AM
i am afraid of eternity, too.
February 1, 2026 at 7:48 PM
my cards were right again. I'll miss him.
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February 1, 2026 at 6:32 PM
i just need to vent i guess. in the past 48h, i've fucked up everything. my relationships, my friendships, any goodwill i've had with people because i'm just a fucking moron.

i wish i wasn't this stupid.
January 26, 2026 at 4:16 PM
oh. turns out my interest in making friendships come across as me being into that person romantically...?

well fuck me sideways with a cactus and kick it deep then. no wonder I struggle making friends.
January 24, 2026 at 8:29 PM
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I'M SUPPOSED TO BE ASEXUAL WITH LOW LIBIDO

WHERE DID THIS LIBIDO COME FROM AND WHY IS IT STARTING TO BE ASEXUALN'T
January 24, 2026 at 9:19 AM
good morning, I just got out of bed and I realized I'm still extremely feral and it's bothering me because what the fuck
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January 24, 2026 at 9:18 AM
my #promosky ( #promotwt ) #introduction ~

🏳️‍🌈 lgbtq+
🧙‍♀️ witchy, alt & goth
🎶 polyjamorous
🧟‍♀️ ghoulette ( ghost <3)
🎮 Deadlock, Rimworld, Stardew Valley && much more
🐾 kitty owner
🕵️‍♀️ true crime & criminology
📚 books & psychology
📷 art
🖥️ technology, OSINT & data privacy
a black cat laying on a bed with a pair of boots on its legs
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media.tenor.com
January 23, 2026 at 9:25 PM
had a weird realization some friends flirt with each other platonically. but the moment someone flirts with me, even (especially!) video game characters, I start developing feelings for them

seems like I'm in a dire need to touch grass again
January 23, 2026 at 9:19 PM
going through the stages of grief in silence as the love of my life said he's open to changing his opinion on children in the future to other ppl, and I know that put a timer on our relationship since I never want them and he knows it.

man. sometime fate is just cruel, isn't it?
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January 22, 2026 at 1:38 PM
thinking about pregnancy and being terrified of it (again)

why do I do this to myself
January 19, 2026 at 12:36 PM
there's not enough words to describe how much I hate being whoremonal just before my period starts

there's also not enough words to describe how frustrated I am because I'm beyond exhausted physically where my eyes barely stay open, yet I can't sleep because I'm being whoremonal.

fml
January 18, 2026 at 8:18 PM
me making new friends and being excited about it and fucking it up: any% speedrun (completed)
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January 15, 2026 at 9:50 PM
did a return to sender spell cus I had been feeling like pure shite and her situationship ghosted her. then she stopped flirting with my man.

merry christmas to you too girl. I thought we were friends.
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December 25, 2025 at 1:08 PM
THAT'S A CHECK CHECK CHECK CHECK CHECK CHECK fuck it I'm like--
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November 25, 2025 at 11:41 PM
so I was taking a fever nap earlier after taking paracetamol and I wake up to Trump... banning paracetamol??? am I having a fever dream?
September 22, 2025 at 11:19 PM
if you haven't been convinced to delete your public social media before, you should be now with what's happening over on the twitters.

keep your peace, keep your data safe.
September 13, 2025 at 10:48 PM
one negative part about getting off the birth control is that now when I'm ovulating I'm feral asf. and it's frustrating me cus I'm naturally low libido like wtffff is thiiiissssss
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August 14, 2025 at 11:27 AM
1 8 0 0 HE'S SO HANDSOME HE'S MY HEROOOO
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August 4, 2025 at 9:56 PM
not only that but I can't stress how much I HATE the present day. massive broad sweeping ID controls being implemented for using the internet, fascism on the rise, white supremacist dogwhistles, evangelical puritanicalism, economy in the gutter... man. I wish aliens would come and purge us already.
August 2, 2025 at 6:30 PM
ngl in the past week I've seen SO many ppl calling anyone who criticizes anything conventionally attractive to just be ugly/uggos/whatever terms. since when did ADULTS start behaving like goddamn children again???
August 2, 2025 at 6:27 PM
OH MY GOD NEW RIMWORLD DLC I REPEAT NEW RIMWORLD DLC AAHH

AND A MASSIVE QUALITY OF LIFE PATCH

SOME MULTITHREADING

YESSSSSSSSS

#rimworld #odyssey
June 11, 2025 at 8:14 PM
sometimes I wonder if the ppl from my past ever wonder how I'm doing and wish me well.
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May 30, 2025 at 10:12 PM
okay, what the hell happened to the quality of women's hygiene products?? like I'm getting my period again after my IUD and ... none of these pads stick, they get loose after just a few minutes and they seem to overflow really fast??? much faster than years ago??

my endometriosis ass hates this
May 24, 2025 at 6:44 PM
okay so turns out I'm not lazy I'm just ✨ ADHD ✨

getting diagnosed as an adult let's goooo
May 24, 2025 at 4:46 PM