and to add - I am so mentally unstable that me not eating that bag of popcorn I've been craving for for weeks got me relapsing. like fucking hell, why am I so shit

-> gets thrown out. not my fault she overcooks.

I didn't have any popcorn.

I am receiving the silent treatment from both of my parents.

my father is being petty because I didn't like the Turkish delight he made with two bottles of almond essence.

I hope I end up dead on Christmas morning

usually, at least during summer, there are a lot more people running

I put them right before going to bed because I know how impatient I am 🥀

nvm, it was a tea set, I'm happy 🙂‍↕️

it gave me diarrhea ☹️

did the unboxing and my god, jh is haunting me 😭😭😭😭

at least I finally got a new member I didn't have before 🤧

legit what's my luck 🥀

there's an art1st I lowkey like but it's a few countries away, and I could definitely go there because I'm visiting a friend in may, and it would be just a train ride away 🤷🏻‍♀️🤧

I felt a chill down my spine before I even opened the app. wishing you all the luck and motivation in the world, you need it 🫶🏻🤧

yeah, coldest I ran in was -1°C. i just layer up a bit - tank top, thermal blouse, tshirt, and hoodie. and just leggings, or maybe add some trousers as well 🤷🏻‍♀️

but this winter is really windy, and my face gets really cold. I have a neck warmer but it's too big to stay in place on my face 💔💔💔💔