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* . . . But how long until that goes away? How long before I snap again? I'm scared. . . I don't want to hurt anyone else. . . But it's all getting worse. Ths glitching. . . It hurts. . .

[She just kinda cries. She rocks herself, trying to remind herself that she was here.]

* . . . I hate her. . . I hate that version of me. . . She abandoned me. . . She left me to fend for myself with no life experience because I wasn't a traditional birth. . .

[She slowly shoots closer to him. . . She just wanted any comfort. Anything to ground herself.]

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* . . . I've been trying to supress it. But all that got me was well. This.

[Oh. . . Yeesh she's really fucked up.]

* It's. . . Hard to tell what's real and what isn't. Everything just isn't stable. Not my eyesight. Not my hearing. Hell, not even my sense of touch.

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[She shrinks slightly]

* . . . It's not really a self fulfilling prophecy if it's in my nature. . . I've. I've always been a violent person.

* . . . Since my creation, I've constantly tried to kill the version of me I supposedly came from.

* . . . I've been trying to get better. . .

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* . . . That first part is not helpful- . . . That just makes everything a lot worse. . .

[She covers her head with her arms. She was shaking a lot. Sje was scared. Which is really not like her especially since she's normally so confident.]

* . . . Yeah I've heard of it. But.

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* Well I feel you have been doing a good job, and that's what matters.

* Right?

[She smiles, holding out her hand]

* Yes you are mama

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[She then looks back at the ground]

* I didn't want to end up a killer. . . Like everyone else. I wanted to break that chain. And all I did was fall into it. I hate it so much.

* It also constantly feels like there's a spotlight on my misery.

* I know he did. I know he killed her. And I know I killed him because of it. Play stupid games win stupid prizes

* . . But I'm not even 18 and I have a killing record. It's stupid I hate it, I hate myself from letting my anger cloud me

[Her staticky tears ran down her face as she looks at him]

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// Mmmm. Just gonna disappear

// And maybe part of it is because I'm a younger writer and people assume I'm a bad writer based on their experiences with other writers my age.

But it really really fucking sucks, because each oc I make is like a little part of me and then just get nothing because I'm not "popular"

// Ty. I'm just not feeling confident about a lot of things rn

// Kinda feels like people only really give a shit about like. 4 of my accounts.

* Mhm. . . I'll be fine. . . I hope. . . I really hope. . .