Gay

When we started this, Vel and I were just barely dating, and now 4 years later I call him my husband. He’s the greatest thing that came out of this for me, of all the memories.

The morgue was the last event I consistently took part in, and the one I was part of the longest. From fighting, to bartending, making the Morgue’s world famous Twink Obliterator, complete with dick straw and bedazzled sippy cup… it holds such a fond place in my memory.

I wanted to take some time to post here, because sadly I was unable to come to the last few fight nights. Work getting busier, dealing with family issues on account of dad’s cancer, and honestly just falling out of love with FFXIV. Not because of the community, though. Especially not this one.

I love you all and everything we’ve written together, but for now I’m going on an indefinite hiatus. Feel free to poke me if you don’t have my discord!

I’ve not really had the time, I haven’t touched content in months. I played because it was so easy to see my characters and others in the way I wanted to. It makes it harder for me to write, harder for immersion, all personal preferences and not a prescription for anyone else. The Final nail for me.

Yep... and I'd make a joke about the allegory of the cave and going back to you after divorce, but there's no way I'd go back after that comment so I guess you could say the new reality of our relationship is...

...PLATOnic.

(this is bad, this is so bad, don't like this post I don't deserve it)

Aight if you hate all of this I’m sorry, but I’m a shitty scene kid from 2007.

Nerve, by The Story So Far
Tetelestai, by Eidola
Sokoninaru (great prog heavy rock from JP)
Pretty Handsome Awkward, The Used
Blessed Be, by Spiritbox
Sextape, by Deftones

The number of times I have stuck my neck out for you, caught strays for you, used whatever good will I have in this community to convince people of your integrity… I got in arguments with my roommate for you. In my ten years here seeing disappointment after disappointment, like this takes the cake.

I read the logs, you knew about this shit in June and you kept this person in a senior position to what… protect him? The number of colossal failures of any semblance of leadership is beyond the pale, Syn. And you choose to end this crying about yourself? No fucking shot, I will die on this hill.

I was literally JUST getting involved in more Shroud RP. I had heard about the Lower Path, and all this like... I was going to join that server TO. DAY. when I saw this shit get posted. I feel fucking sick.