g00n therapy
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So i put the question to you, would you be okay if this page was more than just my non-nudes and threads? Or should I start a new page to post that? It doesnt bother me either way, I just want to hear your thoughts.
I really wish bsky had a poll function, so I hope you will offer your thoughts!!
I really wish bsky had a poll function, so I hope you will offer your thoughts!!
August 18, 2025 at 3:40 PM
So i put the question to you, would you be okay if this page was more than just my non-nudes and threads? Or should I start a new page to post that? It doesnt bother me either way, I just want to hear your thoughts.
I really wish bsky had a poll function, so I hope you will offer your thoughts!!
I really wish bsky had a poll function, so I hope you will offer your thoughts!!
but going forward, part of me wants to try some new things with this page. Post some videos of myself, maybe start incorporating more of my fetishes into these posts. However, I dont want to turn off my core base, the people that really support this page.
August 18, 2025 at 3:37 PM
but going forward, part of me wants to try some new things with this page. Post some videos of myself, maybe start incorporating more of my fetishes into these posts. However, I dont want to turn off my core base, the people that really support this page.
Generally the format of this page has been to have me post non-nude pictures while talking about how to make yourself more and more addicted to porn - thats kinda my niche
August 18, 2025 at 3:36 PM
Generally the format of this page has been to have me post non-nude pictures while talking about how to make yourself more and more addicted to porn - thats kinda my niche
Another day, another opportunity to serve porn. How are you serving porn today sluts?
August 18, 2025 at 2:29 PM
Another day, another opportunity to serve porn. How are you serving porn today sluts?
Which is really fucking hot! And only makes me want to get worse. Again, I know my relationship to this is unhealthy but I remain incapable of consistently applying that knowledge because the ruin makes it more pleasurable and nothing measures up. #vixenp #goon #pornaddiction #nofap #goonsky
July 24, 2025 at 3:01 PM
Which is really fucking hot! And only makes me want to get worse. Again, I know my relationship to this is unhealthy but I remain incapable of consistently applying that knowledge because the ruin makes it more pleasurable and nothing measures up. #vixenp #goon #pornaddiction #nofap #goonsky
I dont think this is something I can escape because getting to the point where I genuinely - and consistently - make the analysis that its worthwhile for me to quit is next to impossible.
July 24, 2025 at 2:59 PM
I dont think this is something I can escape because getting to the point where I genuinely - and consistently - make the analysis that its worthwhile for me to quit is next to impossible.
I have to choose either to lose something that gives me some of the most intense dopamine highs ever, or being normal. Having a functional sexuality. Not looking at porn at work or on the train, or while I am supposed to be working. These things arent necessarily good for me - but they feel great.
July 24, 2025 at 2:47 PM
I have to choose either to lose something that gives me some of the most intense dopamine highs ever, or being normal. Having a functional sexuality. Not looking at porn at work or on the train, or while I am supposed to be working. These things arent necessarily good for me - but they feel great.
Which means, i have to come back even harder if I want to satisfy myself. Every time I come back and goon more, binge harder, it really gives me a release I dont get any other way.
July 24, 2025 at 2:45 PM
Which means, i have to come back even harder if I want to satisfy myself. Every time I come back and goon more, binge harder, it really gives me a release I dont get any other way.
Nothing else compares. Like, seriously. Its just not the same orgasm without it. When I try to re-orient my sexual preferences to more vanilla or at least a normal volume I'm so bored with it. Its not fun unless it pushes the boundaries.
July 24, 2025 at 2:42 PM
Nothing else compares. Like, seriously. Its just not the same orgasm without it. When I try to re-orient my sexual preferences to more vanilla or at least a normal volume I'm so bored with it. Its not fun unless it pushes the boundaries.
To be honest the only way I can have a satisfying orgasm is by doing stuff to make my addiction worse. Anything from gooning for longer or to harder porn. It has to be something - anything - to deepen my depravity. Even just a little.
July 24, 2025 at 2:40 PM
To be honest the only way I can have a satisfying orgasm is by doing stuff to make my addiction worse. Anything from gooning for longer or to harder porn. It has to be something - anything - to deepen my depravity. Even just a little.
Idk, i think its just hard sometimes to accept my porn addiction. Its entirely self-inflicted and fetishized. There probably is a path out but by now its so hot to me idk if I would ever take that path.
July 24, 2025 at 2:38 PM
Idk, i think its just hard sometimes to accept my porn addiction. Its entirely self-inflicted and fetishized. There probably is a path out but by now its so hot to me idk if I would ever take that path.
So as I try to arm myself with information I can use to fight my addiction I get sucked back in. Turned on, and continue to eroticize my own compulsive behavior, which continues to feed my compulsive behavior, turning me on more.
July 23, 2025 at 4:00 PM
So as I try to arm myself with information I can use to fight my addiction I get sucked back in. Turned on, and continue to eroticize my own compulsive behavior, which continues to feed my compulsive behavior, turning me on more.
I think one of the funniest things about my addiction is that I actually get turned on when I am listening to therapists on youtube give advice on how to quit. The more my lived experience overlaps with what the psychologists say porn addicts struggle with and experience, the hotter it is for me.
July 23, 2025 at 3:59 PM
I think one of the funniest things about my addiction is that I actually get turned on when I am listening to therapists on youtube give advice on how to quit. The more my lived experience overlaps with what the psychologists say porn addicts struggle with and experience, the hotter it is for me.
If I dont get my habits under control I know that it will end some of my relationships. That is a 100% certainty the way I am going. But, maybe i just keep doing what I have been doing. Maybe i substitute my judgment for porn. idk
July 23, 2025 at 3:53 PM
If I dont get my habits under control I know that it will end some of my relationships. That is a 100% certainty the way I am going. But, maybe i just keep doing what I have been doing. Maybe i substitute my judgment for porn. idk
I have looked at sexy e-girls on the train, masturbated at my desk at work, and pushed my sexual deviancy to its limits. Some of you will find my genuine problem really hot. Some of you will be concerned for me. I would agree with both. Sometimes one more than the other depending on the day.
July 23, 2025 at 3:29 PM
I have looked at sexy e-girls on the train, masturbated at my desk at work, and pushed my sexual deviancy to its limits. Some of you will find my genuine problem really hot. Some of you will be concerned for me. I would agree with both. Sometimes one more than the other depending on the day.
Thats part of the problem honestly. Its hard to quit when you are turned on by the fact that you could just goon a little longer. Put your life on hold a little more. Dont worry, its just normal sexual behavior. Until its not.
July 23, 2025 at 3:27 PM
Thats part of the problem honestly. Its hard to quit when you are turned on by the fact that you could just goon a little longer. Put your life on hold a little more. Dont worry, its just normal sexual behavior. Until its not.
I have to be honest, I don’t think I would go down this path again if I had the choice. I am trying to get better, honestly I hope that I can leave, that I can quit. But I dont know. The more I have engaged with this the more erotic my own humiliating addiction has become.
July 23, 2025 at 3:25 PM
I have to be honest, I don’t think I would go down this path again if I had the choice. I am trying to get better, honestly I hope that I can leave, that I can quit. But I dont know. The more I have engaged with this the more erotic my own humiliating addiction has become.
When I binge on Porn, it hurts even my relationships. I put work and friends and my partner on hold. . In the moment, its worth it. Its complete ecstasy. Some of the highest highs I have ever had have come from my deepest porn binges. But when I'm done its not fun to wake up to
July 23, 2025 at 3:24 PM
When I binge on Porn, it hurts even my relationships. I put work and friends and my partner on hold. . In the moment, its worth it. Its complete ecstasy. Some of the highest highs I have ever had have come from my deepest porn binges. But when I'm done its not fun to wake up to
My porn binges don’t just last for a few hours. They last for days. It becomes an obsession. The only thing I can think about. During those binges I am incapable of doing basic things for self-care. I wont work out. I will skip meals. It fucks up any routine I wanted to maintain.
July 23, 2025 at 3:20 PM
My porn binges don’t just last for a few hours. They last for days. It becomes an obsession. The only thing I can think about. During those binges I am incapable of doing basic things for self-care. I wont work out. I will skip meals. It fucks up any routine I wanted to maintain.
Then there is the money. Findom levels up the extreme nature of porn. Taking it from something you can do casually, to something that you feel even if its only in your bank account. There is a rush, that is addictive, to blowing thousands of dollars just to get off.
July 23, 2025 at 3:20 PM
Then there is the money. Findom levels up the extreme nature of porn. Taking it from something you can do casually, to something that you feel even if its only in your bank account. There is a rush, that is addictive, to blowing thousands of dollars just to get off.
It has to be extreme for it to do anything for me. Is it really something I’m into or am I just masturbating to it because its more extreme? I don’t honestly know the answers. I don’t feel like I know my own sexuality as much as I would like because I have programmed my sexuality with porn.
July 23, 2025 at 3:19 PM
It has to be extreme for it to do anything for me. Is it really something I’m into or am I just masturbating to it because its more extreme? I don’t honestly know the answers. I don’t feel like I know my own sexuality as much as I would like because I have programmed my sexuality with porn.
Its clearly not as dangerous as alcohol or hard drugs. But it is real, it is compulsive. I don’t have control over whether or not I look at porn. I have to. I cannot stop myself from looking at porn constantly. Dont even really have control over what porn I consume.
July 23, 2025 at 3:15 PM
Its clearly not as dangerous as alcohol or hard drugs. But it is real, it is compulsive. I don’t have control over whether or not I look at porn. I have to. I cannot stop myself from looking at porn constantly. Dont even really have control over what porn I consume.
Even if I do manage to get 8 hours of sleep, I have much less energy during the day if I don’t flood my brain with porn chemicals. I get foggy, its hard to focus. I need to goon to focus on anything but gooning makes me only want to focus on porn.
July 23, 2025 at 3:13 PM
Even if I do manage to get 8 hours of sleep, I have much less energy during the day if I don’t flood my brain with porn chemicals. I get foggy, its hard to focus. I need to goon to focus on anything but gooning makes me only want to focus on porn.
Real porn addiction isn’t just an erotic fantasy. Your brain gets used to the flood of dopamine. I get stressed and anxious when I try to separate myself from this. Its hard to sleep if I don’t consume even some porn during the day.
July 23, 2025 at 3:12 PM
Real porn addiction isn’t just an erotic fantasy. Your brain gets used to the flood of dopamine. I get stressed and anxious when I try to separate myself from this. Its hard to sleep if I don’t consume even some porn during the day.