mati
@fuzzycows.bsky.social
27 :: ↓ 106/188 lbs
a place to talk about my disordered eating without triggering people who can just eat normally
hw: morbidly obese ; cw: obese ; 1st gw: overweight ; 2nd gw: skinnty
a place to talk about my disordered eating without triggering people who can just eat normally
hw: morbidly obese ; cw: obese ; 1st gw: overweight ; 2nd gw: skinnty
I'm locking tf in rn I'm gonna be so m.i.a until I break this plateau
February 4, 2026 at 12:58 PM
I'm locking tf in rn I'm gonna be so m.i.a until I break this plateau
Delta is banned in my state but turns out if I order it online it's fine and the ban isn't real. I just can't pick it up at the store after work anymore. Thank god I hate dabs and prerolls taste like booty butt cheeks
January 30, 2026 at 12:37 PM
Delta is banned in my state but turns out if I order it online it's fine and the ban isn't real. I just can't pick it up at the store after work anymore. Thank god I hate dabs and prerolls taste like booty butt cheeks
I'm so bi holy fucking shit 😭😭😭
This book is freaky as fuck. I came here for commentary and now I'm listening to åñdr3w Gårf!eld orgasm
19eighty-4 is so much shorter than I thought it would be but it's so good so far and also much funnier than I anticipated and I'm so excited to read 🐖🧑🏾🌾 next but Idk what book to pair with it because I haven't read dystopia since high school 😭
January 28, 2026 at 10:47 PM
I'm so bi holy fucking shit 😭😭😭
This book is freaky as fuck. I came here for commentary and now I'm listening to åñdr3w Gårf!eld orgasm
19eighty-4 is so much shorter than I thought it would be but it's so good so far and also much funnier than I anticipated and I'm so excited to read 🐖🧑🏾🌾 next but Idk what book to pair with it because I haven't read dystopia since high school 😭
January 28, 2026 at 10:43 PM
This book is freaky as fuck. I came here for commentary and now I'm listening to åñdr3w Gårf!eld orgasm
19eighty-4 is so much shorter than I thought it would be but it's so good so far and also much funnier than I anticipated and I'm so excited to read 🐖🧑🏾🌾 next but Idk what book to pair with it because I haven't read dystopia since high school 😭
January 28, 2026 at 4:09 PM
19eighty-4 is so much shorter than I thought it would be but it's so good so far and also much funnier than I anticipated and I'm so excited to read 🐖🧑🏾🌾 next but Idk what book to pair with it because I haven't read dystopia since high school 😭
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i’m so mad why isn’t WL faster
January 26, 2026 at 6:05 PM
i’m so mad why isn’t WL faster
I feel as prepared as I can be for the ❄️ but I'm still hoping it'll be nbd and we don't lose power again because I don't have a power bank and the one I ordered won't be here until Saturday. When the ❄️ is happening so it'll probably will be delayed and if there's no power, I can't charge it anyway
January 23, 2026 at 1:30 PM
I feel as prepared as I can be for the ❄️ but I'm still hoping it'll be nbd and we don't lose power again because I don't have a power bank and the one I ordered won't be here until Saturday. When the ❄️ is happening so it'll probably will be delayed and if there's no power, I can't charge it anyway
Reached a new lw, then binged and now I'm back to where I was. At least I'm still under 200, but the 90s have reclaimed me.
January 22, 2026 at 10:43 PM
Reached a new lw, then binged and now I'm back to where I was. At least I'm still under 200, but the 90s have reclaimed me.
I hate birthdays. They fucking suck
January 21, 2026 at 12:16 PM
I hate birthdays. They fucking suck
I forgot to update. My accidental fast ended at 86 hours and lowk mad I didn't make it to 100 because it was right there but I was hungry and weak buttt I haven't binged so I think it'll be alright and the weight loss will be real instead of fake
January 11, 2026 at 12:58 PM
I forgot to update. My accidental fast ended at 86 hours and lowk mad I didn't make it to 100 because it was right there but I was hungry and weak buttt I haven't binged so I think it'll be alright and the weight loss will be real instead of fake
Not my rent increasing by 150 despite still being mold infested and the amenities still not working
January 9, 2026 at 5:32 PM
Not my rent increasing by 150 despite still being mold infested and the amenities still not working
Why is everything so gross and irritating 😭 I feel like an asshole
January 9, 2026 at 5:24 PM
Why is everything so gross and irritating 😭 I feel like an asshole
I'm never gonna take Nyquil again because it literally knocked me tf out. I thought y'all were being dramatic. I still don't feel awake. I feel drugged and I'm a stoner. this is insane and I don't like it. dayquil forever
January 9, 2026 at 12:11 PM
I'm never gonna take Nyquil again because it literally knocked me tf out. I thought y'all were being dramatic. I still don't feel awake. I feel drugged and I'm a stoner. this is insane and I don't like it. dayquil forever
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Intro post!
I'm storm. Got nuked last year but never remade and after a brief period of attempted recovery and then wg, im back
5'5,sw 264,cw 219, gw 150-160
I work quite a bit
Bed diagnosed
Love to read, I'm lesbian, and unfortunately socially aware
Looking for moots, 21+ preferably high sw
I'm storm. Got nuked last year but never remade and after a brief period of attempted recovery and then wg, im back
5'5,sw 264,cw 219, gw 150-160
I work quite a bit
Bed diagnosed
Love to read, I'm lesbian, and unfortunately socially aware
Looking for moots, 21+ preferably high sw
January 9, 2026 at 2:46 AM
Intro post!
I'm storm. Got nuked last year but never remade and after a brief period of attempted recovery and then wg, im back
5'5,sw 264,cw 219, gw 150-160
I work quite a bit
Bed diagnosed
Love to read, I'm lesbian, and unfortunately socially aware
Looking for moots, 21+ preferably high sw
I'm storm. Got nuked last year but never remade and after a brief period of attempted recovery and then wg, im back
5'5,sw 264,cw 219, gw 150-160
I work quite a bit
Bed diagnosed
Love to read, I'm lesbian, and unfortunately socially aware
Looking for moots, 21+ preferably high sw
I'm currently reading in the dr3am hoüse in conjunction with I'm gl@d my möm d!ed and yeah. Yep. Mhm. I now understand book pairings and tandem reads because I'll read something from mach@do and then I'll read something from mccürd¥ and I'll go damn yeah I need to write an essay on this immediately
January 8, 2026 at 10:44 PM
I'm currently reading in the dr3am hoüse in conjunction with I'm gl@d my möm d!ed and yeah. Yep. Mhm. I now understand book pairings and tandem reads because I'll read something from mach@do and then I'll read something from mccürd¥ and I'll go damn yeah I need to write an essay on this immediately
My water fast is turning into a liquid fast because I fear death is coming for me (dramatic) and I need the electrolytes
January 7, 2026 at 12:41 AM
My water fast is turning into a liquid fast because I fear death is coming for me (dramatic) and I need the electrolytes
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love waking up and being exhausted
January 6, 2026 at 8:42 AM
love waking up and being exhausted
Is this because I am sick and germy and sound like RFK jr? Well, yes. And I'm in a customer facing position and I walk to and from work every day
January 6, 2026 at 11:51 AM
Is this because I am sick and germy and sound like RFK jr? Well, yes. And I'm in a customer facing position and I walk to and from work every day
Bought food from work to break my fast and most of it was inedible. I'm pissed at my wasted money, but it also killed my appetite AND I get grossed out by food on my period AND my appetite is lowered when I'm sober so the accidental fast is going a little longer
January 6, 2026 at 12:34 AM
Bought food from work to break my fast and most of it was inedible. I'm pissed at my wasted money, but it also killed my appetite AND I get grossed out by food on my period AND my appetite is lowered when I'm sober so the accidental fast is going a little longer
I wanted to end my t break today but woke up with a fucked up throat and no gummies
January 4, 2026 at 1:07 PM
I wanted to end my t break today but woke up with a fucked up throat and no gummies
Accidental fasts are fun because my brain convinces itself that if I break it it's nbd because I didn't mean to fast anyway. (Lie. I still get mad about it) And yet every time I start an accidental fast, it's a new record. It's like my body forgets it hasn't eaten
January 4, 2026 at 3:11 AM
Accidental fasts are fun because my brain convinces itself that if I break it it's nbd because I didn't mean to fast anyway. (Lie. I still get mad about it) And yet every time I start an accidental fast, it's a new record. It's like my body forgets it hasn't eaten
Finally lost what I gained over the holidays and now I won't Kay em ess
January 3, 2026 at 12:18 PM
Finally lost what I gained over the holidays and now I won't Kay em ess
Book so good I didn't even realise I was reading in 2nd person POV. Book so good I forgot that I hated 2nd person POV
December 30, 2025 at 1:04 PM
Book so good I didn't even realise I was reading in 2nd person POV. Book so good I forgot that I hated 2nd person POV
Just weighed this morning 😀 I'm never eating again wtf I hate the holidays 😀😀😀😀😀😀
December 28, 2025 at 7:15 PM
Just weighed this morning 😀 I'm never eating again wtf I hate the holidays 😀😀😀😀😀😀
Black family Christmas is nice because the food tastes good. It's bad because no one measures milk, cheese, butter, or oil so even if you portion like crazy you still feel like you're underestimating
December 25, 2025 at 9:48 PM
Black family Christmas is nice because the food tastes good. It's bad because no one measures milk, cheese, butter, or oil so even if you portion like crazy you still feel like you're underestimating