I'm so excited to learn more about this thing

(allowing myself to be naive for a minute here)

massive w!!!

i have no idea what that is

I've been on it like.. 3 months? so its hard to say. but I've never felt even close to like this in my entire life and there was no apparent trigger so I have to assume SOMETHING is wrong with my juices

I mean I'm not sure yet if prog is the culprit but I literally ended up in the psych ward from extreme anxiety attacks and depression

idk... I feel completely normal for like 2 hours before I sleep (when I take my meds) buy outside of that is a disaster zone

my mom wishes you a happy birthday

HAPPY BDAY BEAST!!!!!!

ive been on citalopram for 5 years and it more or less did the trick. but not anymore

idk if something went wrong with my hrt or what. basically a gentle breeze makes me cry right now and i cant even conceptualize being happy

committed) tomorrow because i am basically non-functional. i really truly appreciate everyone who has shown me kindness this last week and am sorry i havent been too responsive. i love you all and will keep you guys in my thoughts as i try to get better