my mom is blocking it until i gain weight (not happening ) and im at like 102.3 lbs

acknowledgment. it kinda sucks plus i felt great (at least to an extent) without worrying about this site the whole day today it was nice

i feel guilty for feeling bad too i hurt my family with my behavior and my parents kept telling me that they failed me and idk. i don’t want to heal but i cannot stand making my loved ones sad

i’m in perfect health apparently just a little dehydrated despite the issues. healthiest anorexic everr what a relief

additionally i feel like 10000x more insecure about my gender identity and have never felt this small in the eyes of others. also i finally got my blood drawn i started crying as if i was being murdered but it wasn’t bad. neither was the ekg

im struggling to digest food and i feel like im breaking down in the process

what if my intestines are breaking diwn my mom told me that could happe

he was recording other kids and teens too i hope an adult beat him up

they lost :( uhm

you’re one of the most amazing people i’ve ever met and every year since i have came to know you that belief hasn’t been shaken once. you are kind and respectful never in my life would i see you in any sort of negative light