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I’m deleting all social media off my phone when I start spravato treatment this friday so I can put my time & energy into feeling better w no distractions. i’ll be back eventually tho
February 4, 2026 at 1:44 PM
I’m deleting all social media off my phone when I start spravato treatment this friday so I can put my time & energy into feeling better w no distractions. i’ll be back eventually tho
my brother texts so bad it’s like i’m deciphering an encrypted message every time
February 4, 2026 at 12:48 AM
my brother texts so bad it’s like i’m deciphering an encrypted message every time
I saw iron lung over the weekend but I think I’m gonna go see it again after my appointment today lol
February 2, 2026 at 2:21 PM
I saw iron lung over the weekend but I think I’m gonna go see it again after my appointment today lol
went to a local show to support a friend tonight,,,,,,she did not tell me it was a tool tribute lmfao
January 31, 2026 at 12:27 AM
went to a local show to support a friend tonight,,,,,,she did not tell me it was a tool tribute lmfao
I have an appt next week to see if I qualify for spravato treatment. it’s kind of my last hope atp
January 28, 2026 at 11:52 AM
I have an appt next week to see if I qualify for spravato treatment. it’s kind of my last hope atp
I want to post my art on instagram but I rly don’t think that app is good for me and I have poor self control w it
January 26, 2026 at 11:22 AM
I want to post my art on instagram but I rly don’t think that app is good for me and I have poor self control w it
remember the classic 2020 mask + earbud + glasses + earrings combo that had our ears screaming for help
January 19, 2026 at 6:42 PM
remember the classic 2020 mask + earbud + glasses + earrings combo that had our ears screaming for help
me driving window fogged up going 45 in a 35 snow covering the road lines not visible passing several cars
January 19, 2026 at 2:41 AM
me driving window fogged up going 45 in a 35 snow covering the road lines not visible passing several cars
back in the day (2017) my friend got super drunk and puked all over about 4 sketchbooks I left beside her bed. one of them I just threw away bc it was gross lol but I kept the other few and cleaned them. sometimes I see a lil spot of puke on a page and miss her 😔
January 18, 2026 at 11:51 PM
back in the day (2017) my friend got super drunk and puked all over about 4 sketchbooks I left beside her bed. one of them I just threw away bc it was gross lol but I kept the other few and cleaned them. sometimes I see a lil spot of puke on a page and miss her 😔
rando coworker hugged me halfway thru a conversation. I fucking hate it here
January 17, 2026 at 9:17 PM
rando coworker hugged me halfway thru a conversation. I fucking hate it here
u know how cats will come up to u, let you pet them for a bit, then decide when they’ve had enough? my cat can NEVER get enough like she will sit there for hours
January 11, 2026 at 11:51 PM
u know how cats will come up to u, let you pet them for a bit, then decide when they’ve had enough? my cat can NEVER get enough like she will sit there for hours
merry christmas everyone. at the family party my grandfather’s ashes were gifted in the white elephant exchange (no one wanted them)
December 25, 2025 at 10:04 PM
merry christmas everyone. at the family party my grandfather’s ashes were gifted in the white elephant exchange (no one wanted them)
I know I talk abt how much I hate my mom a lot. but listening to her play piano is something so special to me
December 19, 2025 at 9:27 PM
I know I talk abt how much I hate my mom a lot. but listening to her play piano is something so special to me
off the nicotine patch, cup of coffee & a xanax
December 18, 2025 at 2:55 PM
off the nicotine patch, cup of coffee & a xanax
I fucking hate when ppl dm me and realize how fucking awkward I actually am and my entire cool persona wears off 😭😭😭😭
December 17, 2025 at 1:57 AM
I fucking hate when ppl dm me and realize how fucking awkward I actually am and my entire cool persona wears off 😭😭😭😭
was abt to shit on my workplace’s music choice but then they played that’s not my name, enjoy the silence, and don’t you want me in the same 15 minutes
December 16, 2025 at 10:58 PM
was abt to shit on my workplace’s music choice but then they played that’s not my name, enjoy the silence, and don’t you want me in the same 15 minutes
I used to say I live my life w no regrets but there are plenty of things I wish I wouldn’t have done lmfao
December 16, 2025 at 2:21 PM
I used to say I live my life w no regrets but there are plenty of things I wish I wouldn’t have done lmfao
my entire extended family is coming over today. please please please god do not let anyone say some stupid shit around me
December 13, 2025 at 2:56 PM
my entire extended family is coming over today. please please please god do not let anyone say some stupid shit around me
I just wanna say. my best friend and I have been attached at the hip since 3rd grade. she is the only person i’ve ever considered a TRUE soulmate. like our soul was split in half and given to each of us at birth. I need to make a cute edit of us thru the yrs oh my god I love her
December 4, 2025 at 10:46 PM
I just wanna say. my best friend and I have been attached at the hip since 3rd grade. she is the only person i’ve ever considered a TRUE soulmate. like our soul was split in half and given to each of us at birth. I need to make a cute edit of us thru the yrs oh my god I love her
flirting w someone on ig and they go “wait…you’re in america?😦” 💀💀💀
December 4, 2025 at 1:05 PM
flirting w someone on ig and they go “wait…you’re in america?😦” 💀💀💀
me starting shit in the extended family gc bc they wanna be fucking racist
December 3, 2025 at 1:04 AM
me starting shit in the extended family gc bc they wanna be fucking racist
2 ppl posted selfies recently wearing the bracelets I made them and it made me sob
November 28, 2025 at 9:59 PM
2 ppl posted selfies recently wearing the bracelets I made them and it made me sob
years ago I was driving on a pretty big curve in the road and you couldn’t rly see around the corner and before I could even think there was a huge bright yellow snake in the middle of the road, clearly someone’s pet, and I didn’t have time to react and ran straight over him. I still think abt it :(
November 28, 2025 at 2:28 AM
years ago I was driving on a pretty big curve in the road and you couldn’t rly see around the corner and before I could even think there was a huge bright yellow snake in the middle of the road, clearly someone’s pet, and I didn’t have time to react and ran straight over him. I still think abt it :(
last day at the program. feeling like I learned some stuff, but also not very hopeful I’ll be able to keep my job. ig we’ll see
November 26, 2025 at 1:59 PM
last day at the program. feeling like I learned some stuff, but also not very hopeful I’ll be able to keep my job. ig we’ll see
I wanna enjoy kpop and community and shit but ppl get SO fucking weird abt it. like straight up delusions. it genuinely makes me uncomfortable so I just gotta sit on the sidelines by myself :,)
November 24, 2025 at 3:38 PM
I wanna enjoy kpop and community and shit but ppl get SO fucking weird abt it. like straight up delusions. it genuinely makes me uncomfortable so I just gotta sit on the sidelines by myself :,)