first you gotta give yourself some support. tell them you cant handle or give the support theyre looking for, even if just for a short while. if they truly care about you? theyll understand. <3

im sorry if my advice isnt helpful, but i dont wanna watch what happened to me happen to someone else.

-are SO admirable... but if you keep this up the way youre doing things you WILL shatter. i dont want to watch that happen to you also

the people relying on you so much? they might need the support, but its support you cant fully give at the moment. i understand you want to be there for them, but-

god rex im so sorry. this is gonna sound harsh but you NEED to start setting boundaries man, you cant just keep... tearing yourself to shreds for other people.

please, take it from someone who did this and lost himself doing it. i know you want to help, and the lengths youre willing to go for it-

Missing his BF

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+ his nsfw version

saying that as if its a bad thing, i love him so much 🫶🫶

OHHH MY GOD ZUK4. IVE BEEN FED THANK YOU

of course. its really no problem to me, youre my friend. 🫂

and thats more than okay! do what you feel is right, ultimately. ill trust your judgement. i hope i could ease atleast some of your worries, and if you need anything else PLEASE dont hesitate to reach out to me. youre so loved and cared for

- i want you to know youre not alone in this. ive been, and still am, in your shoes before. i know how hard it can be to break out of that mindset

if youre willing to take some advice? take a day or two to recharge by doing what makes YOU happy. you deserve just as much kindness as you give out

for what its worth? i think youre SO, so strong, rex. even if you cant see it. i think the fact you can still find the courage to get up every morning, even when you dont want to, is something to be so proud of

im so sorry for what youre going through, and i wish i could help out more, but -

do i still miss some people, or regret what i did? also true, but ive already long accepted whats happened in my past. the delta prior to 2024 is nothing more than a memory

that guilt i feel? i hold it tight, use it as fuel to be better no matter what