Freakaz01d
@freakaz01d11.bsky.social
Just Ramblings of an overthinker who's trying to love himself.
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Freakaz01d
@freakaz01d11.bsky.social
· Nov 8
Hi im gonna make this the thread like a playlist of mine ie everything i bop to is on this thread. My music taste changes a LOT. So expect to see anything from heavy metal to lo-fi. Also im gonna keep adding to this periodically
The more time I spend the more I get detached from them and the more guiltier I feel for feeling like im abandoning them even though they haven't done anything wrong.....
December 16, 2025 at 7:20 PM
The more time I spend the more I get detached from them and the more guiltier I feel for feeling like im abandoning them even though they haven't done anything wrong.....
In a room with my family having a discussion and im really enjoying the convo until one of them said something super fkin weird and ironic and everyone else agrees and my eyebrows twitch because how the fuck do they not see the irony 😭
December 15, 2025 at 10:56 PM
In a room with my family having a discussion and im really enjoying the convo until one of them said something super fkin weird and ironic and everyone else agrees and my eyebrows twitch because how the fuck do they not see the irony 😭
Okay i feel a bit weirded out many of my likes on pictures of myself are from not my muts 😭
December 15, 2025 at 6:14 PM
Okay i feel a bit weirded out many of my likes on pictures of myself are from not my muts 😭
Feeling a bit more comfy and confident with sharing pics of myself on here so here's me a bit sleepy yet relaxed 👍
December 14, 2025 at 8:25 PM
Feeling a bit more comfy and confident with sharing pics of myself on here so here's me a bit sleepy yet relaxed 👍
Yall ever write a work email so professional you keep reading it once it's send to think about how cool others think you are
December 14, 2025 at 1:46 AM
Yall ever write a work email so professional you keep reading it once it's send to think about how cool others think you are
I landed last night and I had such a fun time catching up with my family and now i regret having panic attacks and im beating myself up for making that assumption even though it's based on how different we are
December 13, 2025 at 8:39 AM
I landed last night and I had such a fun time catching up with my family and now i regret having panic attacks and im beating myself up for making that assumption even though it's based on how different we are
Also I had no fkin idea that turkey banned discord WHAT lmao
December 12, 2025 at 12:12 PM
Also I had no fkin idea that turkey banned discord WHAT lmao
Not even Day 1 of being back home yet and I'm getting a lecture from my dad over prioritising sleep over prayer like bro 😭 I've had only 3 hours of sleep. I'm sure God won't be mad if I pray at home instead of going to the mosque when I cant spell hoetl properly. He has bigger fish to fry
December 12, 2025 at 9:44 AM
Not even Day 1 of being back home yet and I'm getting a lecture from my dad over prioritising sleep over prayer like bro 😭 I've had only 3 hours of sleep. I'm sure God won't be mad if I pray at home instead of going to the mosque when I cant spell hoetl properly. He has bigger fish to fry
Guys im in turkey rn and I missed my connecting flight home bc the first flight was late so the airline has booked me in a fking radisson blu hotel which is so fancy wtf 😭😭😭😭
December 12, 2025 at 1:15 AM
Guys im in turkey rn and I missed my connecting flight home bc the first flight was late so the airline has booked me in a fking radisson blu hotel which is so fancy wtf 😭😭😭😭
Yo so my flight is delayed by 2 hours and my layover is 2 hours before my connecting flight and ive been told in the case i do end up missing the flight i will be booked onto the next flight and my accomodation will be paid for during the delay
December 11, 2025 at 4:04 PM
Yo so my flight is delayed by 2 hours and my layover is 2 hours before my connecting flight and ive been told in the case i do end up missing the flight i will be booked onto the next flight and my accomodation will be paid for during the delay
Ya boy is partially sun-kissed
December 11, 2025 at 10:54 AM
Ya boy is partially sun-kissed
Surprisingly not panicked at all at losing this Residence card and the fact that I might need to pay to recieve a replacement. Is this progress bros? Am I really starting to let go? Huh. A lil proud of myself
December 11, 2025 at 10:21 AM
Surprisingly not panicked at all at losing this Residence card and the fact that I might need to pay to recieve a replacement. Is this progress bros? Am I really starting to let go? Huh. A lil proud of myself
This is just fucking great I need to wake up in 5 hours for my flight tomorrow and I've lost my Residence Card for back home🙃🙃🙃
December 11, 2025 at 1:34 AM
This is just fucking great I need to wake up in 5 hours for my flight tomorrow and I've lost my Residence Card for back home🙃🙃🙃
The more I crave it - the more It feels impossible to attain. Ah I love self fulfilling prophecies
December 8, 2025 at 11:12 PM
The more I crave it - the more It feels impossible to attain. Ah I love self fulfilling prophecies
How my soul feels when my body denies even asking a simple friendly question to this woman I really like only cause I dont want her to know im into her cause I believe that the women I like will never like me back
a man in a space helmet is looking out of a window .
Alt: Scene from interstellar where Murphy is hitting the bookshelf
media.tenor.com
December 5, 2025 at 4:47 PM
How my soul feels when my body denies even asking a simple friendly question to this woman I really like only cause I dont want her to know im into her cause I believe that the women I like will never like me back
Here's my recap bros THE STROKES SUPREMACY 🗣🗣🗣
December 5, 2025 at 12:31 AM
Here's my recap bros THE STROKES SUPREMACY 🗣🗣🗣
My upper back and shoulders are warming up again. Sigh. I just want to let myself be man. I just want to relax. Why can I not let myself be
December 2, 2025 at 11:13 PM
My upper back and shoulders are warming up again. Sigh. I just want to let myself be man. I just want to relax. Why can I not let myself be
I just spent £750 on a laptop that I really really need for work and also to game and that took a hit on my savings (not a massive one) and im back again to spiral because im worried about the future and not having any money
December 2, 2025 at 11:47 AM
I just spent £750 on a laptop that I really really need for work and also to game and that took a hit on my savings (not a massive one) and im back again to spiral because im worried about the future and not having any money
The rich being taxed more and complaining about it, on a news fucking article will never not be hilarious to me
November 30, 2025 at 3:43 PM
The rich being taxed more and complaining about it, on a news fucking article will never not be hilarious to me
I have this heavy, hot, tension building up at the top of my lower back. Its been there all day and it's pissed me off. I've even had people ask me if im OK and ive just brushed it off and deflected and I hate that bc I really wanna open up and tell them that I dont know what the fuck im doing
November 27, 2025 at 8:03 PM
I have this heavy, hot, tension building up at the top of my lower back. Its been there all day and it's pissed me off. I've even had people ask me if im OK and ive just brushed it off and deflected and I hate that bc I really wanna open up and tell them that I dont know what the fuck im doing
I fly back home for a week in ~2weeks and im freaking the fuck out. Its just 6 days barely and I can make it through i believe
November 26, 2025 at 12:11 PM
I fly back home for a week in ~2weeks and im freaking the fuck out. Its just 6 days barely and I can make it through i believe
Gang gang wassup my g's wagwan
November 26, 2025 at 12:03 PM
Gang gang wassup my g's wagwan
Monday again tomorrow and I dont know what the work im doing is headed and I dont know what the fuck im also doing in life im like legit so clueless and I feel like im going to explode at any given time rn
I feel so utterly useless and incompetent
I feel so utterly useless and incompetent
November 23, 2025 at 10:22 PM
Monday again tomorrow and I dont know what the work im doing is headed and I dont know what the fuck im also doing in life im like legit so clueless and I feel like im going to explode at any given time rn
I feel so utterly useless and incompetent
I feel so utterly useless and incompetent