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tw mental illness ahead also dni if i havent given you permission >:(
i am not real! and neither are my problems!
January 26, 2026 at 10:55 PM
nothing bad has ever happened to me and ive never had any ailments and all of it is just for attention
January 26, 2026 at 10:49 PM
everthing that ive ever thought or felt is a lie
January 26, 2026 at 10:49 PM
i dont believe anything that i feel is real and i am making everything up
January 26, 2026 at 10:39 PM
i took a laxative last night and it has not done Anything what a let down
January 26, 2026 at 4:28 PM
feel like an undesirable
January 26, 2026 at 5:44 AM
cyclothymia feels like such a joke diagnosis lmao
January 26, 2026 at 3:19 AM
euthymic period over i fear
January 26, 2026 at 2:58 AM
i kinda wanna give up lol
January 26, 2026 at 1:25 AM
yanking at this door in my head where i can SEE this memory through a small sliver of a window but i cant GET IN THERE LET ME IN I CANT REMEMBER THIS
January 25, 2026 at 11:58 PM
i have my physical tomorrow and obviously the doctor is gonna take my weight and im so nervous even though i KNOW my weight right now but i dont want HER to know
January 25, 2026 at 11:06 PM
need to come up with a new system to keep things controlled and good
January 25, 2026 at 3:31 AM
i cant stop crying i've been crying for like an hour and a half i tried to do an easy shower but my head feels like scrambled mash and now i cant stop crying
January 25, 2026 at 3:22 AM
i'[ve felt so stupid lately my brain just can't come up with any thoughts with any sort of depth theres nothing happening in my head beyond surface level and i can't remember anything and i dontknow what i'm doing and i can't process anything thats happening or being said i feel so stupid
January 25, 2026 at 12:38 AM
maybe i need to just get over myself
January 24, 2026 at 5:41 PM
but i feel so guilty feeling anxious about all of it because i feel like im making it all about me and wah wah wah grow up and acknowledge whats happening i do acknowledge it i agree with everything thats being said but mentally its making me freeze up
January 24, 2026 at 5:39 PM
tl is making me so anxious ive already been so unbelievably anxious lately and i feel bad for trying to block it out like i obviously agree with all the sentiments going around but its all giving me anxiety which is giving me heart palpitations which is making me feel sick
January 24, 2026 at 5:37 PM
dis is henley He Needs Help
January 24, 2026 at 2:19 AM
i have written over 300k words for bell torturing him in every way possible i know his ass hates to see me coming
January 24, 2026 at 2:06 AM
need 2 finish henley's profile tonight maybe
January 24, 2026 at 2:05 AM
canon-oc bell (yoinked him from C0D for my own purposes 😇)
January 24, 2026 at 1:46 AM
fighting the need to throw up i feel so sick ive eaten so much today (more than usual) and PHYSICALLY my body doesnt know how to handle it and i feel seconds away from vomiting
January 24, 2026 at 1:33 AM
giggles and kicks my feet
January 23, 2026 at 4:36 AM
opens up the sims
January 23, 2026 at 2:51 AM
RAAAHHHH I CANT FIND A PICREW MAKER THAT FITS THESE 2 THAT I WANNA MAKE
January 23, 2026 at 2:49 AM